What is life if you're not living?
ADHD=chaos, little attention, desperate desire to accomplish something, doing whatever it takes to calm down your thoughts.
Mood actually=devious, but I felt more like this picture.
Tick, Tick, Boom.
*grin*
- -
It's an anarchy in my mind
Letting the flames of self-destruction take control
Sitting back and watching the chaos
Drawing pictures in the ashes...
Watching the smoking memories curl away
Tasting the bitter tears
Feeling the heat drawn from my body
Feeding the fires...
Can't stop the agony
Can't stop watching
Can't stop fueling
It's too fascinating...
Good-bye life
Hello living
As they say,
"Seconds from self-destruction"
And I've never felt so alive.
-J X
Mood actually=devious, but I felt more like this picture.
Tick, Tick, Boom.
*grin*
- -
It's an anarchy in my mind
Letting the flames of self-destruction take control
Sitting back and watching the chaos
Drawing pictures in the ashes...
Watching the smoking memories curl away
Tasting the bitter tears
Feeling the heat drawn from my body
Feeding the fires...
Can't stop the agony
Can't stop watching
Can't stop fueling
It's too fascinating...
Good-bye life
Hello living
As they say,
"Seconds from self-destruction"
And I've never felt so alive.
-J X