whoops ive been neglecting this time to bitch and moan about shit nobody cares about
My goddamn birth control pills are giving me crippling depression every month. Like, you could set your watch by it, it’s kind of fucking annoying. And 99% of the time it’s intense self loathing about my crippling genderfail/transfail which I have p much come to terms with as something I’ll never get over or understand that people will probably hate me for (Which is kind of ironic, seeing how the hormones in bc pills are the same ones that control gender traits) and whoops since it’s that time of month again I’m literally shaking in my seat and sick to my stomach. I suppose this is better then the incapacitating stomach pains and dirarhea I get without them, but seeing how I have a math exam that I am grossly underprepared for to write today/tomorrow, the timing is slightly off.
eff ehm ell
Actually, it may make sense to avoid tumblr and lj when I am feeling particularly genderpy, but fuck it, I kind of hate myself right now.