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i'm a bit proud of myself. i haven't done "it" in a VERY long time. about 2 months. i was trying to figure out why.. & it turns out that it's the same reason why i am on medication now. because of a BOY. everytime i got an urge to "do it", i'd think of him, and stop. and it's the same in this case. but now he is gone. and i'll try my best to control myself.
no school this thursday. maha & i are going to go buy water guns & bring them to school. watch yo' backs, kids. :]
i can't stop thinking about him.
i should go take a sleeping pill & not wake up until tomorrow morning. except i have to study for the final exams. :[!
bye.
i'm a bit proud of myself. i haven't done "it" in a VERY long time. about 2 months. i was trying to figure out why.. & it turns out that it's the same reason why i am on medication now. because of a BOY. everytime i got an urge to "do it", i'd think of him, and stop. and it's the same in this case. but now he is gone. and i'll try my best to control myself.
no school this thursday. maha & i are going to go buy water guns & bring them to school. watch yo' backs, kids. :]
i can't stop thinking about him.
i should go take a sleeping pill & not wake up until tomorrow morning. except i have to study for the final exams. :[!
bye.