May 31, 2005 21:27
[music : Motley Crue; Too Young To Fall In Love]
i talked to michelle again today. we haven't spoken in about 5 months.
it was nice. it really was. as if nothing has ever happened.
after talking to her, i started thinking about upstate more and more.
i would really like to go. even for a day. i miss everyone so much.
it would be really weird though. ark's house is right next to mine.. & it would be weird being there without him. and mike is probably going to murder me. i think everyone in his family is blaming me..
but anyway.. i really want to go. my parents said i'd be able to. i might bring michelle with me. :].
i got a 100 on my english test. i was the only one. that made me happy, i guess.
i've become immune to sleeping pills. that's wank.. i can't sleep now. :/
school is over in 9 days.
finals are coming up. eugh. maha is going to prep me for my math regents & final.
i'll study with ren for the biology regents. i'll get tutoring as well.
then there's the biology final. her tests are quite hard, actually. i don't even know what to study. i'll figure something out.
global is going to be simple.
i don't think we have an english final.
i might actually be able to stay in honors. i really hope i do. i hope Ren does too.
eh. i don't even care if i don't get in. as long as she does. i'd die without her. she's helped me through so much. i love herrrrrr. <3<3<3
why is this post so long? k.
goodnight.