May 29, 2005 19:18
hi. haven't updated in a long bit, huh?
i'm on medication. it's helping, i guess. makes me a bit schizo..
if i don't take it, i sink so deep into depression i'm on the verge of killing myself, literally. so i'm kind of scared to not take the pills.
but i don't want to depend on something to make me happy.
everything is fucked up.
i wish someone understood. anyone. at all.
tomorrow is no school.
i met a new kid. jamre.
he's fun.
i'm going to visit my great grandmother's grave tomorrow.
i miss her. i wish she was here with me. holding my hand. like the old days.
bye.