Dear God..
Yeah, I don't believe in God.. But I think I should this one time.
Arkadiy really means the world to me. No, more. I love him more than I can say. Even if we're not together, I'll never stop loving him. Please let him come to his senses and just come back home.. His mother is worried sick and his father too. Everyone loves him.. and misses him. I understand he hated his life, and he told me once that if we ever broke up, he'd kill himself, but please help him realize what he'd be giving up if he killed himself. Remind him of his mother, his father, his sister and her unborn baby, his nephew, his brothers, his best friends, and everyone else who loves him. Help him think of the life he could have if he still gave it a chance. The beautiful woman he could marry, the beautiful children he could have, the wonderful job and opportunities that await him. Please, God, stop him from doing anything stupid.
I know I'm stupid for not praying when I needed you most, but I'll believe if it happens. Help him. Please. I wouldn't be able to go on without him.. and I'm sure no one else would be able to either.
I love you Arkadiy. Wherever you are, you'll always be etched into my heart.
Please, whoever reads this, please pray. It would mean alot to me. <3
Arkadiy really means the world to me. No, more. I love him more than I can say. Even if we're not together, I'll never stop loving him. Please let him come to his senses and just come back home.. His mother is worried sick and his father too. Everyone loves him.. and misses him. I understand he hated his life, and he told me once that if we ever broke up, he'd kill himself, but please help him realize what he'd be giving up if he killed himself. Remind him of his mother, his father, his sister and her unborn baby, his nephew, his brothers, his best friends, and everyone else who loves him. Help him think of the life he could have if he still gave it a chance. The beautiful woman he could marry, the beautiful children he could have, the wonderful job and opportunities that await him. Please, God, stop him from doing anything stupid.
I know I'm stupid for not praying when I needed you most, but I'll believe if it happens. Help him. Please. I wouldn't be able to go on without him.. and I'm sure no one else would be able to either.
I love you Arkadiy. Wherever you are, you'll always be etched into my heart.
Please, whoever reads this, please pray. It would mean alot to me. <3