abstinence
I've been having trouble with my abstinence. I've been abstinent from binging, but I feel uncomfortable like I don't know how to keep going with it. I feel frightened. I hate having an eating disorder so much. Hate, hate, hate, hate it. I want to stay abstinent. Today's plan: I'm going out to get some soup soon . Eat the soup and eat something to go wtih the soup--pepper humus. The end until my fruit snack this afternoon. One day at a time.