Sep 12, 2008 14:18
So it is time to announce that I have decided to drop out of school.
1. I am having a really hard time with classes already, crying, stress and everything else.
2. If I continue at this pace, I'm looking at a degree in maybe 10 years. That's passing two classes every semester and every summer.
3. Since I work full time and go to school part time and I need to study A LOT, that leaves zero time for doing anything else.
1+2+3=4
4. It's just not what I want anymore.
I don't want to spend all of my time working, going to school, doing homework and being so stressed out about school that I'm crying every time I sit down to do homework and after every class. Life is too short to not have any time to do things I enjoy. I want to work on art. I want to stop begging my friends to hang out with me and then not being able to because I have too much stuff to do or because I am so exhausted that I just want to sleep. I want to enjoy my life, not fill it with so much stuff to do that I can't remember what I did yesterday.
So that's it. Don't try to talk me out of it.
Now I just have to figure out how to tell my parents, because the reasons I just gave you will not be good enough for my dad.