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It's 3:25a, Isabella hasn't been sleeping well the past week due to her cold, she is tonight but I can't. I have tried 3 times throughout the night but all laying there does is make the things going through my head go into even more detail. The longer I lay there, the worse it gets. There is so much and it is really getting to me but I have no one I can talk to about it in real life, and I don't feel comfortable enough typing it here. I'm doing this to see if this will ease at all, even a little bit at this point would be welcome. I think I may have to see a therapist, it has been going on for a while. I thought it was getting better but now seems to be getting worse. Isabella's smiles help during the day, but times like now I need them most. *sigh*
Aside from that, mom had her court date on the whole shoplifting thing. She claimed guilty since she didn't have a lawyer, she thought they would give her one for free, but they didn't. Only had someone you can hire on the spot, which she didn't have the money for. Instead of the $1,000 fine, and 6 months in jail they are only making her pay around $300 and 2 days in jail, then 9 days house arrest. She was very relieved and able to relax a bit. She'll be out tomorrow at 6p.
Isabella's cold is much better than it was a couple of days ago. Today she was laughing and talking up a storm, and didn't cough much at all, and no sneezing. It's still amazing to hear her laugh and see those smiles. I don't think it'll ever stop melting my heart.
Friday I go get my eyes checked. Going to try the whole contact lenses thing, but will be getting glasses also for around the house atleast. I don't particularly like touching my eyes. Except when I used to do it to freak James out :)
Rant of the day--If you are cooking lunch and you say "hey, your daughter needs her medication. The medicine bottle is upstairs near my computer" What does this mean to you?
Evidently some people think that although they aren't doing anything and you are busy that it still means that they only want you to bring it to them so that they can do it once they're finished. *rolls eyes*
When i asked if the medicine is given and get a little irritated when he claims he thought I was going to do it, he walks off and i *thought* he was getting the medicine since she still needed it. Nope, he was going to watch court T.V. grrr
Aside from that, mom had her court date on the whole shoplifting thing. She claimed guilty since she didn't have a lawyer, she thought they would give her one for free, but they didn't. Only had someone you can hire on the spot, which she didn't have the money for. Instead of the $1,000 fine, and 6 months in jail they are only making her pay around $300 and 2 days in jail, then 9 days house arrest. She was very relieved and able to relax a bit. She'll be out tomorrow at 6p.
Isabella's cold is much better than it was a couple of days ago. Today she was laughing and talking up a storm, and didn't cough much at all, and no sneezing. It's still amazing to hear her laugh and see those smiles. I don't think it'll ever stop melting my heart.
Friday I go get my eyes checked. Going to try the whole contact lenses thing, but will be getting glasses also for around the house atleast. I don't particularly like touching my eyes. Except when I used to do it to freak James out :)
Rant of the day--If you are cooking lunch and you say "hey, your daughter needs her medication. The medicine bottle is upstairs near my computer" What does this mean to you?
Evidently some people think that although they aren't doing anything and you are busy that it still means that they only want you to bring it to them so that they can do it once they're finished. *rolls eyes*
When i asked if the medicine is given and get a little irritated when he claims he thought I was going to do it, he walks off and i *thought* he was getting the medicine since she still needed it. Nope, he was going to watch court T.V. grrr