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Having one of those nights where I wish someone, everyone, would tell me what's wrong with me, what they hate, how I'm dumb, what I do wrong, all at once, so I can fix it and be a better person. Please.
Instead I just deal with my internal crap, and go on being unhappy. Third wheel. Fifth wheel. Seventh. I'm always an odd number.
I just want to be even, somewhere, with someone.
I can't have that, and I don't think I ever have.
Instead I just deal with my internal crap, and go on being unhappy. Third wheel. Fifth wheel. Seventh. I'm always an odd number.
I just want to be even, somewhere, with someone.
I can't have that, and I don't think I ever have.