Aug 25, 2003 02:30
i am so scared for you Kevin. i really hope that you are okay. really.... you are scaring me so much lately. dont think too much about the past, its now.... worry about the future. please stop being so hard on yourself, you know if you need anything whatsoever i am here. here for you.
call me any time of night if need be.
but please heaven forbid, if something like this happens again, im rushing you to the hospital. i cant take laying on the floor with you holding you until this stops. this is major. and i want to help you. please understand that im here. if you feel this feeling again, call me as quickly as possible. and take your medicine. i love you dahling. id hate to loose you. ive lost too many....
<3