life is weird...
ain't it?
it's so hard to describe what state i am in right now. it's all a big blob of confusion, boredom, curiosity, anxiety, depression, optimism, pessimism, and hopelessness all wrapped in a big towel of anger. i feel like i am the epitome of teenage angst right now.
i never do what i intend to do, or do as what i have said to do. i can and should, but i have not and will not; no motivation.
a couple of new friends have entered the picture which is nice, but then again a few have also disappeared. it takes me time to trust and get comfortable with people, so new ones never do make up for the old ones. it's very sad how sometimes people drift apart no matter how hard you try to stay in sync.
it's so hard to describe what state i am in right now. it's all a big blob of confusion, boredom, curiosity, anxiety, depression, optimism, pessimism, and hopelessness all wrapped in a big towel of anger. i feel like i am the epitome of teenage angst right now.
i never do what i intend to do, or do as what i have said to do. i can and should, but i have not and will not; no motivation.
a couple of new friends have entered the picture which is nice, but then again a few have also disappeared. it takes me time to trust and get comfortable with people, so new ones never do make up for the old ones. it's very sad how sometimes people drift apart no matter how hard you try to stay in sync.