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i don't even know how to make sense of life right now.
i feel like i'm just going with the flow.
and i hate it.
so much has happend with friends and i just don't know how i feel about it.
i'm sort of realizing who my real friends are...and who the friends who just keep me around because they feel like they have to are.
and you people need to stop planning on marriage...like, the idea is nice, but the rings and the proposals...it hurts so much when you have to explain to someone why they are not the one for you.
whatever. i give up.
i can't wait to get out of here.
i feel like i'm just going with the flow.
and i hate it.
so much has happend with friends and i just don't know how i feel about it.
i'm sort of realizing who my real friends are...and who the friends who just keep me around because they feel like they have to are.
and you people need to stop planning on marriage...like, the idea is nice, but the rings and the proposals...it hurts so much when you have to explain to someone why they are not the one for you.
whatever. i give up.
i can't wait to get out of here.