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It really sucks when you have to explain to people why my husband and I live apart. Most people (who don't know he's in the army) assume we're separated.
He's coming back in such a short time, and we can FINALLY be a family together. But it seems like it's getting harder and harder to be apart. I never thought I'd have to spend the first 4 months of my marriage alone. His last visit before he moves back is October 6th. that seems like ten years from now.
But the worst thing about this situation is me having to tell him about our baby over the phone. When he kicks I can't grab Steven's hand so he can feel, I just have to explain how it feels. We have to buy baby clothes by ourselves and send each other pictures of them. Steven's only been to one of my doctors appointments. I know it sucks for him just as much, seeing as he missed all this the first time around with his first son. Luckly he'll be back for my ninth month. Just in time to see me at my fattest and most miserable.
He's coming back in such a short time, and we can FINALLY be a family together. But it seems like it's getting harder and harder to be apart. I never thought I'd have to spend the first 4 months of my marriage alone. His last visit before he moves back is October 6th. that seems like ten years from now.
But the worst thing about this situation is me having to tell him about our baby over the phone. When he kicks I can't grab Steven's hand so he can feel, I just have to explain how it feels. We have to buy baby clothes by ourselves and send each other pictures of them. Steven's only been to one of my doctors appointments. I know it sucks for him just as much, seeing as he missed all this the first time around with his first son. Luckly he'll be back for my ninth month. Just in time to see me at my fattest and most miserable.