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Do you ever wonder why it is that some people you meet become your very good friends. You do things together, see each other, talk about things. Then there's the other people you meet. Those people keep their distance from you and you from them, but you know each other, you've talked before, and maybe gone out once or twice. But it never goes any farther. It's like the attempts at a friendship are made, but it never really sticks. Funny thing is, you may have alot in common with this sudo-friend therefore it may seem odd that a friendship never forms.
I am really scared. I went to the doctor today and they told me that they didn't accept our secondary insurance. Meaning we're going to have to pick up 20% of 9 months of maternity care. we're talking hundreds of dollars that we haven't budgeted for. We were depending on the secondary insurance to cover us and now we don't have it So that on top of moving expenses (on both our parts) on top of new apartment expenses combined with new baby things and school makes for a pretty grim picture. I knew heathcare now is unaffordable for many and now I see how. It is so easy to fall through the cracks and right into debt and that's the last thing I want.
Everything now feels so uncertain. I want to find a deep dark hole to crawl into and hide from shitty friends, and money problems and adulthood in general.
I am really scared. I went to the doctor today and they told me that they didn't accept our secondary insurance. Meaning we're going to have to pick up 20% of 9 months of maternity care. we're talking hundreds of dollars that we haven't budgeted for. We were depending on the secondary insurance to cover us and now we don't have it So that on top of moving expenses (on both our parts) on top of new apartment expenses combined with new baby things and school makes for a pretty grim picture. I knew heathcare now is unaffordable for many and now I see how. It is so easy to fall through the cracks and right into debt and that's the last thing I want.
Everything now feels so uncertain. I want to find a deep dark hole to crawl into and hide from shitty friends, and money problems and adulthood in general.