Apr 17, 2007 02:23
I am slowly going stir crazy.
I've said it before and I can say it again: Stay at home moms must be crazy.
Yeah I get that your kids are supposed to be your ENTIRE life and and unhappiness you feel can be cured by children.
Well, I am not going to be a soccorr mom and I can tell you right now, my life isn't going to end when my child's life begins.
No wonder all those homemakers of the past all had manic depression.
Every place I see that has a 'Now Hiring' sign I've applied. But I still don't have a job. I don't need the money at this point, what I do need is something to do. School isn't starting for me for another month. Oh yeah I am also getting married in a month. Pretty much nothing is happeneing until June. I am probably going to work the hardest I've ever worked at school just to get as far ahead as possible before the baby is born.
But I am definitly in some kind of rut. There needs to be a change right now. Or else I am going to start eating paint chips.