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It's time to grow up now. I've been feeling sorry for myself for what I've lost or for what's in the past. But I found out recently that Steven and I are going to have a baby. So now it's time to pull my shit together, do what needs to be done, and look forward. If I look back it will only be for referance. I am going to UTEP and finishing my degree. I am going to raise my child the best that I can and hope that Steven will be able to participate. If he gets shipped off to Iraq, then I'll do the best I can alone.
I am going to work hard now, while I can because once this baby is born, I won't be able to work. (I've decided school is more important) Whatever I can do to save up money. I'll just have to ignore the dizzy spells, the agonizing breast pain, the overwhelming fatigue, and soon a queazy stomach. I really needed this kind of change to set me straight.
I am going to work hard now, while I can because once this baby is born, I won't be able to work. (I've decided school is more important) Whatever I can do to save up money. I'll just have to ignore the dizzy spells, the agonizing breast pain, the overwhelming fatigue, and soon a queazy stomach. I really needed this kind of change to set me straight.