Sep 01, 2007 00:14
That doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore. It just means that I know you don't love me.
Just like before, I made it easy for you the way that I made it easy for him. I handed you the world on a silver platter. I don't think that you ever got how hard that was. I don't think that you ever got how hard any of it really was for me, darling. I miss you so much, but I am so afraid of you. More now than ever. If you even knew that I was afraid of you then.
Just like the last time, I let you become my world. You owe me 15 pounds among other things, you [are still my] idiot.