Aug 09, 2007 21:52
A million love songs that all have sequels that end in heartbreak. A million other things could have gone wrong, but in the end, I did. That's the way it goes. Young and stupid. Naive and reckless. And stupid.
I am bitter.
I am the fish, my darling, and you are the bird. And somehow, I find myself wondering how I could do this to myself.
I must have done something right, right? Time and space. I am needy and impulsive in many cases, especially when sad, embarrassed, hurt, or angry.
But I know that I told you atleast once that you had to stay with me forever. I know that I told you I refused to do all of this over again. That was the apology before the confession. That was me telling you that...well, you should know that by now.
What I'm trying to tell you is that time is money, so you should be a millionaire by now while I sit and waste away in poverty. What I want will not make you happy.