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I haven't updated in forever. Many things have happened.
I'd say the most significant thing that has occurred is the fact that I have been given the infinite blessing of being made a godmother. Danielle told me when we were hanging out one night, and I was shocked. I realize the full import of what is being said and undertaken when you accept that responsibility. I consider to be probably the best compliment ever given to be entrusted with the care of someone elses' child in case of... Its even more complimentary considering how much Danielle loves Logan.
Secondly: I have a job now. I work at Empire in Junction City, $9.50 an hour. No real complaints here, with the exception that I will have such a commute every day, with gas prices as they are, and the time consumed in traveling there.
I have a precious baby bunny. His name is Jimmy, and he sooooo precious and cute and sweet..... The cutest bunny on THE entire planet. I've had him for a week now, and he's growing already. I've bought him rabbit toys, and even taken him to the vet to make sure he was ok. They fell in love with him too. So cute. He's so tiny (6 weeks now) that I had to get a ferret harness for him, and he was too small for that.
I can't believe it's been this long since I've posted, but me and Danielle busted our fucking balls trying to get a macroeconomics class done. We spent three days with little sleep trying to get the fucking shit done. Imagine finishing half of a difficult college in three days. Fuck that, right? But we fucking did it. Anywho, we had post traumatic stress syndrome for a few days, and then got drunk to celebrate, which reminds me...
I've been to bars four times since last writing. First time, Danielle, Christin and Bear. Went to two after parties, and was in an apartment that had rooftop access to above Aggieville. Got told I am a very beautiful woman by a fucking frat boy. Got the shit banged out of my leg by climbing out on the roof, but not as bad as Danielle. Second, went to a bar called the "Electric Cowboy" because Danielle had forgotten her id and she knew the bartender there. I was told "you're pretty" by one of my archnemesis's friends, immediately after shoving cake in my face. Too funny :D Third: Bears' 21st. Went to pj's which was playing some scary mexican music, then to fats where fishbowls were consumed. I hear he finished the night out in style :D Fourth: My friend Waylon came into town, and Me Danielle and Patrick went out to drink at PJ's and Fats. Gee, I wonder what my two favorite bars are? I love the students are mostly gone. It makes it so much less obnoxious and crowded. I enjoyed the time I spent with Waylon as well, and I realized that he possesses a lot of the qualities that I look for in a guy. He's funny, an asshole, obnoxious, and openminded. I dunno.. Missi thinks its a factor of me wanting what I can't have... We have a long history anyway, having shagged and all. Best left alone probably. *Shrugs*
I got to go to Topeka with Danielle last week. We stayed in the Marriott, swam in the pool and I sat in the jacuzzi. Then we went to the Electric Cowboy as previously mentioned. The next day I ate some shitty lobster at Red Lobster (it was seriously fucking horrible, I had wanted to try it for the first time, but NOOOO)and then to kill time, we went to a pet store. I knew I had a weakness that was possibly going to be exploited there. I saw this rabid red eyed ferret, looked at a couple of ordinary bunnies, and then saw HIM.... a miniature lop bunny. I picked him up, held him, and it was over. I started doing that thing where you start thinking about options in order to have this thing you wish to have, and then you acquire it. I have another hairy, malformed child. Yay me :D I named him after Jimmy Urine, and I brought Jimmy to visit Danielle this week, and it was hilarious because when Danielle cleaned up a bit of his pee, she said, "heh heh, I'm cleaning up Jimmy Urine." LOL.
I got a ticket this morning. Damn cop was trying to catch me up, methinks. Failure to yield and shit, the only ticket I've ever gotten that didn't involve speeding. Fuckin A.
I only have about 10 months (roughly) until my car is paid off. I'm excited about that.
Life is pretty interesting right now, but at the same time I feel the same old stircraziness. I need to get out of here, go elsewhere. I am possibly going to Georgia in the next few days, first time I will have ever been there. I'm going camping in Colorado.
I feel like my life is slipping away from me. I wish I could capture every moment, but it eludes me, is flying faster than I wish it to. I am almost 25 years old. How could I feel simultaneously so fucking old, but know that I am young? It makes me inexpressibly sad. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my fucking life anyway.
I'd say the most significant thing that has occurred is the fact that I have been given the infinite blessing of being made a godmother. Danielle told me when we were hanging out one night, and I was shocked. I realize the full import of what is being said and undertaken when you accept that responsibility. I consider to be probably the best compliment ever given to be entrusted with the care of someone elses' child in case of... Its even more complimentary considering how much Danielle loves Logan.
Secondly: I have a job now. I work at Empire in Junction City, $9.50 an hour. No real complaints here, with the exception that I will have such a commute every day, with gas prices as they are, and the time consumed in traveling there.
I have a precious baby bunny. His name is Jimmy, and he sooooo precious and cute and sweet..... The cutest bunny on THE entire planet. I've had him for a week now, and he's growing already. I've bought him rabbit toys, and even taken him to the vet to make sure he was ok. They fell in love with him too. So cute. He's so tiny (6 weeks now) that I had to get a ferret harness for him, and he was too small for that.
I can't believe it's been this long since I've posted, but me and Danielle busted our fucking balls trying to get a macroeconomics class done. We spent three days with little sleep trying to get the fucking shit done. Imagine finishing half of a difficult college in three days. Fuck that, right? But we fucking did it. Anywho, we had post traumatic stress syndrome for a few days, and then got drunk to celebrate, which reminds me...
I've been to bars four times since last writing. First time, Danielle, Christin and Bear. Went to two after parties, and was in an apartment that had rooftop access to above Aggieville. Got told I am a very beautiful woman by a fucking frat boy. Got the shit banged out of my leg by climbing out on the roof, but not as bad as Danielle. Second, went to a bar called the "Electric Cowboy" because Danielle had forgotten her id and she knew the bartender there. I was told "you're pretty" by one of my archnemesis's friends, immediately after shoving cake in my face. Too funny :D Third: Bears' 21st. Went to pj's which was playing some scary mexican music, then to fats where fishbowls were consumed. I hear he finished the night out in style :D Fourth: My friend Waylon came into town, and Me Danielle and Patrick went out to drink at PJ's and Fats. Gee, I wonder what my two favorite bars are? I love the students are mostly gone. It makes it so much less obnoxious and crowded. I enjoyed the time I spent with Waylon as well, and I realized that he possesses a lot of the qualities that I look for in a guy. He's funny, an asshole, obnoxious, and openminded. I dunno.. Missi thinks its a factor of me wanting what I can't have... We have a long history anyway, having shagged and all. Best left alone probably. *Shrugs*
I got to go to Topeka with Danielle last week. We stayed in the Marriott, swam in the pool and I sat in the jacuzzi. Then we went to the Electric Cowboy as previously mentioned. The next day I ate some shitty lobster at Red Lobster (it was seriously fucking horrible, I had wanted to try it for the first time, but NOOOO)and then to kill time, we went to a pet store. I knew I had a weakness that was possibly going to be exploited there. I saw this rabid red eyed ferret, looked at a couple of ordinary bunnies, and then saw HIM.... a miniature lop bunny. I picked him up, held him, and it was over. I started doing that thing where you start thinking about options in order to have this thing you wish to have, and then you acquire it. I have another hairy, malformed child. Yay me :D I named him after Jimmy Urine, and I brought Jimmy to visit Danielle this week, and it was hilarious because when Danielle cleaned up a bit of his pee, she said, "heh heh, I'm cleaning up Jimmy Urine." LOL.
I got a ticket this morning. Damn cop was trying to catch me up, methinks. Failure to yield and shit, the only ticket I've ever gotten that didn't involve speeding. Fuckin A.
I only have about 10 months (roughly) until my car is paid off. I'm excited about that.
Life is pretty interesting right now, but at the same time I feel the same old stircraziness. I need to get out of here, go elsewhere. I am possibly going to Georgia in the next few days, first time I will have ever been there. I'm going camping in Colorado.
I feel like my life is slipping away from me. I wish I could capture every moment, but it eludes me, is flying faster than I wish it to. I am almost 25 years old. How could I feel simultaneously so fucking old, but know that I am young? It makes me inexpressibly sad. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my fucking life anyway.