Jul 03, 2004 12:01
Would you choose to live forever if you had the choice?
No, I would not.
I don't want to be alive. It's His choice, not mine. I tried to kill myself. I took rope twisted by my own hands and made a noose with a knot tight enough to hold. I know my own strength. The rope should not have broken. Yet, it did.
I have tried to kill myself a thousand other ways. I have gone out into direct sunlight and burst into flames. I have allowed slayers to put stakes through my heart. But I did not die.
Damn you, Yeshu! What did I ever do to you but Your will?
Character: Judas/Dracula
Word Count: 102