HA!
I have won. My body kicks virus butt. I had a sore throat for one day. Now it is gone. Yes-sir-ree, white blood cells armed and ready to kick ass, of course they always got a little help from a little miracle cure called love. I know it might sound silly, but a person in love and loving is less stressed and helps their body a shit load.
My poor sweetie is feeling guilty. For reasons that she shouldn't be guilty cause she never did them at all and/or the reason is understandable. BUT she is guilty of one thing. That is making me the HAPPIEST DAMN MAN ALIVE. You wonder why sweetie, that I am with you? Well I am with you because you make me happy. The same reason that I am with my friends, Josh, Drea, Jim, Brook, Joe, Butter knife, and April (at work not Joes ex, I hate her just ought to clear that out lol). But you sweetie, bring more joy, you bring more good feelings then the others. And that is why I love you. Cause I want to receive and give that joy and happiness with you forever. That is why I am with you always no matter what goes wrong, because I know after that wrong has past, we are happy again. I'll do anything to keep that feeling burning inside me forever.
That is a mistake that a lot of people make. They find a love, but sometime love doesn't bring Joy and Happiness. So for their life they have a love but feel awful because they don't feel happy all the time. But with you sweetie, even when I pull out my wallet and look at your pic, BAM! Big smile! Oh and about my day.... I worked... ok that was quick. Oh wait, I forgot something else. I worked and thought about Caren and that was it.
Yesterday after calling sweetie, I found some papers. Papers from the past. Sweetie, and to all others (Drea) (Joe) (April). I too had problems just like yours. That is why I understand how you feel. But I had them during my Middle School years and before. After divorce, and seeing woman after woman, of my dad Girlfriends. Problems brew. I got hurt to many times by too many things. Honestly I was an emotional wreck. Not only with family but with friends too. My whole life, I only had two true friends, until 2 years ago. That was Adam and Joshie. The thing was, Adam wasn't in many of my classes and he moved out at 7th grade, and Joshie was in Philly. So in Green Bay, 7th though 10th grade I was alone. I didn't make many friends before, cause I was one of the picked on kids. Thanks to my speech impediment and awkward emotional stats. (I go from mad to tears to smile to whatever you can think of). Dad use to hit me with a belt, and I was always scared when he came home drunk. So for some period of time I had no life. All I did was sit at home, got fat, and played video games for 12 hours straight and then go to bed.
Like sweetie (and many others), you all escape life though something... manly music. Me it is video games, and that is why I like it so much, it makes me feel better. So I lived an awful life for a some time. (There are more reasons but I'll tell you later) But I didn't give up. At times I wanted to die, but I didn't give in. Over time as I lived I slowly changed into something else. I use to be a trouble maker, and do all the wrong things. Hell I beat up 5th graders while in first grade. I toss a piano chair at a teacher, and got my body stuck in a plastic chair in the principles office. But I changed into a caring person. Because when I care I feel good.
Well, all I am saying to all of you out there that are having family/school/friend problems. It is a long task, but in time and if you work at it the right way it will come out good. And don't forget your friends your love ones are there for you. And at the end of the task, you might feel a change or you might learn something, sure it might not be a drastic as my change, but there always is something. I'll tell you more about the papers tomorrow morning, I am going to bed now. And remember sweetie, I love you, and not only that, we have friends here to be with you and help you, unlike me that did it alone. And Drea you too, we are here to help you. You might think it
My poor sweetie is feeling guilty. For reasons that she shouldn't be guilty cause she never did them at all and/or the reason is understandable. BUT she is guilty of one thing. That is making me the HAPPIEST DAMN MAN ALIVE. You wonder why sweetie, that I am with you? Well I am with you because you make me happy. The same reason that I am with my friends, Josh, Drea, Jim, Brook, Joe, Butter knife, and April (at work not Joes ex, I hate her just ought to clear that out lol). But you sweetie, bring more joy, you bring more good feelings then the others. And that is why I love you. Cause I want to receive and give that joy and happiness with you forever. That is why I am with you always no matter what goes wrong, because I know after that wrong has past, we are happy again. I'll do anything to keep that feeling burning inside me forever.
That is a mistake that a lot of people make. They find a love, but sometime love doesn't bring Joy and Happiness. So for their life they have a love but feel awful because they don't feel happy all the time. But with you sweetie, even when I pull out my wallet and look at your pic, BAM! Big smile! Oh and about my day.... I worked... ok that was quick. Oh wait, I forgot something else. I worked and thought about Caren and that was it.
Yesterday after calling sweetie, I found some papers. Papers from the past. Sweetie, and to all others (Drea) (Joe) (April). I too had problems just like yours. That is why I understand how you feel. But I had them during my Middle School years and before. After divorce, and seeing woman after woman, of my dad Girlfriends. Problems brew. I got hurt to many times by too many things. Honestly I was an emotional wreck. Not only with family but with friends too. My whole life, I only had two true friends, until 2 years ago. That was Adam and Joshie. The thing was, Adam wasn't in many of my classes and he moved out at 7th grade, and Joshie was in Philly. So in Green Bay, 7th though 10th grade I was alone. I didn't make many friends before, cause I was one of the picked on kids. Thanks to my speech impediment and awkward emotional stats. (I go from mad to tears to smile to whatever you can think of). Dad use to hit me with a belt, and I was always scared when he came home drunk. So for some period of time I had no life. All I did was sit at home, got fat, and played video games for 12 hours straight and then go to bed.
Like sweetie (and many others), you all escape life though something... manly music. Me it is video games, and that is why I like it so much, it makes me feel better. So I lived an awful life for a some time. (There are more reasons but I'll tell you later) But I didn't give up. At times I wanted to die, but I didn't give in. Over time as I lived I slowly changed into something else. I use to be a trouble maker, and do all the wrong things. Hell I beat up 5th graders while in first grade. I toss a piano chair at a teacher, and got my body stuck in a plastic chair in the principles office. But I changed into a caring person. Because when I care I feel good.
Well, all I am saying to all of you out there that are having family/school/friend problems. It is a long task, but in time and if you work at it the right way it will come out good. And don't forget your friends your love ones are there for you. And at the end of the task, you might feel a change or you might learn something, sure it might not be a drastic as my change, but there always is something. I'll tell you more about the papers tomorrow morning, I am going to bed now. And remember sweetie, I love you, and not only that, we have friends here to be with you and help you, unlike me that did it alone. And Drea you too, we are here to help you. You might think it