Explainations and Cabarets
Hello. Yes, I am alive. =3 And I'm here to address some stuffs, if I may. Mainly, to the MSN folk. Hai! 8D *waves*
Firstly, you may have noticed that I haven't been coming online an awful lot recently, for which I humbly apologise. Some reasons for this inactiveness include that sometimes, I just don't feel like coming on for whatever reason or that I have much work to do and can't afford to be distracted, which is depressingly happening a lot recently, boo. >=( It's also because of when people are upset/angry/depressed for whatever reason and they start to say things like "what's the point" or "my life sucks" or other comments that make me want to shake them and just say "Cheer up!"
Now then, that probably makes me sound very cynical or heartless, but don't think that's what I'm trying to get across here. I care about you guys an awful lot, and I understand that my presence can cheer you up a bit. But it seems to me that all I'm doing is being awfully unhelpful by being cheerful and very happy with my life when other people are obviously so down, like I'm taunting you or something. This is why it gets awkward for me in these situations and why my appearances on MSN have been slightly diminishing of late.
What that rambling means is that I just get a bit sad when I can't cheer you up, so I try to keep some kind of distance in the hope that I don't make it worse.
Anyway! Moving on:
I probably won't be on very much at all this week as I have performances every single day between 7th - 11th. If I am on, then it's either in the morning or I'm back home at an unusually early time in the evening. 0_o So, boo to that also.
Umm, yes. That's pretty much all I have to say right now.
Cheerio! 8D
Firstly, you may have noticed that I haven't been coming online an awful lot recently, for which I humbly apologise. Some reasons for this inactiveness include that sometimes, I just don't feel like coming on for whatever reason or that I have much work to do and can't afford to be distracted, which is depressingly happening a lot recently, boo. >=( It's also because of when people are upset/angry/depressed for whatever reason and they start to say things like "what's the point" or "my life sucks" or other comments that make me want to shake them and just say "Cheer up!"
Now then, that probably makes me sound very cynical or heartless, but don't think that's what I'm trying to get across here. I care about you guys an awful lot, and I understand that my presence can cheer you up a bit. But it seems to me that all I'm doing is being awfully unhelpful by being cheerful and very happy with my life when other people are obviously so down, like I'm taunting you or something. This is why it gets awkward for me in these situations and why my appearances on MSN have been slightly diminishing of late.
What that rambling means is that I just get a bit sad when I can't cheer you up, so I try to keep some kind of distance in the hope that I don't make it worse.
Anyway! Moving on:
I probably won't be on very much at all this week as I have performances every single day between 7th - 11th. If I am on, then it's either in the morning or I'm back home at an unusually early time in the evening. 0_o So, boo to that also.
Umm, yes. That's pretty much all I have to say right now.
Cheerio! 8D