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I FUCKING HATE MSN!!! YOU AND YOUR GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING MAINTINANCE!!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO IT THE ONLY TIME THAT I'M HOME AND ONLINE AND AWAKE!!! WHY!!! ~threatens it with a baseball bat~... I'M SO PISSED!!! I could prolly scream my lungs out from cussing msn out... or cry because I'm so damn emotionally conflicted... I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT!!!
... ~cries~... all I wanted to do was to talk to the one person I even get on msn for... and msn wanted to fuck me over and not allow me this one small thing... I just want the small privilage I get... of talking to him... that's all I wanted... I can't even call him because I have no phone card now... and I most likely won't get to talk to him at all this weekend... because he's going to be at his parents helping them move... I don't get to talk to him much anymore... and it's so hard for me to not...
... ~screams then falls down crying more~...
... why can't anything work for me today?
... ~cries~... all I wanted to do was to talk to the one person I even get on msn for... and msn wanted to fuck me over and not allow me this one small thing... I just want the small privilage I get... of talking to him... that's all I wanted... I can't even call him because I have no phone card now... and I most likely won't get to talk to him at all this weekend... because he's going to be at his parents helping them move... I don't get to talk to him much anymore... and it's so hard for me to not...
... ~screams then falls down crying more~...
... why can't anything work for me today?