Sep 10, 2004 22:24
Oh god this year is boring, all my teachers are extremely weird, but I have Harry in all them. I study him, stare at him for long periods of time. I put my head on my palm and just stare at him, I wonder if he notices? Everything about him makes me sigh in delight, the way he listens, how he blinks every 3 seconds, how he licks his lips every 5 minutes, how he pushes the hair from his eyes every few minutes. Today, I actually dozed off to dreamland in Muggle studies. Not sleeping, more like daydreaming....I smile to myself, I still can't believe he fances me. He tells Ron everything which makes me envious. Before lunch I was walking in one of the empty corridors when I came around the corner and seen Ron and Harry snogging, I was shocked and tears came to my eyes even though I refused to let them fall. I just stood there. Ron eventually noticed me, they parted quickly and Ron put his head down mumbling something. Harry looked away. "Niiiiiiiice...." I say in a choking crying voice, I couldn't help it. Ron looks at me, "Malfoy?" He asks. I turned and run the way I came and ran down to the Slytherin common rooms. Pansy seen me coming. She smiled at me, "Hey Dra-" "Fuck off." I told her and waved my hand and went to my room. I entered and locked the door. Took one of my little rage fits, throwing things around, screaming and yelling. Tears rolling down my cheeks. A second later I heard a knock. "What the fuck to you want?" I yelled. "You open up this door." It was Snape. I went over and opened up the door, my eyes were all bloodshot and swelled from crying. He walked in and shut the door. "Now you wanna tell me what this is about?" He said. "Nothing." I snapped. "You would not be acting like a spoiled, little brat for nothing." "Shut up." I snapped again. He walked over and started to clean up, "I don't get you Draco, I don't get your father either." That sparked that idea in my mind. I remembered that I seen them snooging. "What couldn't get him up?" I smirked, after wiping my eyes. "Watch your tongue." "Why is gonna do tricks?" I sneer. "Tell me or I'll talk to Dumbledore." "Like I'm scared of Him." I laughed. He gets fustrated and walks out. I lie on my bed and the image of Harry and Ron snogging replays in my mind....