Jan 03, 2008 17:15
And he's far away now.
I'm not as sad as I normally am...but I'm not happy either. The visit was great and fun and yummy...but now I'm starting to miss him.
I have transitional lenses on my glasses. This means that when the sun is out, my glasses will get dark to protect my eyes. With Michael gone, its like I'm in a dimmly lit room and my glasses are still gone. Everything is all dim...colors aren't as sharp and the lights aren't as bright. The world is more blurry and I hates it very much right now.
I feel more hopeful about things...after all, this is suppose to be the last time that he and I have to do this, but I'm still lonely now.
I was getting hugs. I are now hugless.
Tis sucks.
sad