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I want this year to end.
The last time i posted, i was feeling like crap.
Well, after that, things got pretty good and I was upbeat again. Getting my life back on track, trying new things, and set for the finals.
Yet, now im back where I started. No, it's not classes that got me down.
I just that i feel so lonely.
Just two weeks ago, I met some new friends and thought that would be my change of pace, but something happened and now they are all silent or have fogotten about me.
Now, im not saying i have no friends, but i just don't have like a group, or even a best friend. I don't have someone I can just walk in the door and be welcomed unconditionaly. I have friends I see in class, but no one there wants to do anything. I have friends online, but that's still a different area.
What ever happened to friends that you meet and just enjoy your company, or just wanna know more about you?
I've had so many friends that we did a few fun things, then, everyone just left me behind, like i did something.
I've never had a close knit of friends, or even one really good friend in hs, my life, and not even college.
A person can have a lot of people he knows, people that he give a friendly 'hi' when passing them on campus, but i would trade all of that for one that was just always there to just be with me. Not intimate, not that close. Just a friend that enjoys the company and likes me.
I went for a walk tonight, over in the japanese garden and running path by au sable. All kinds of people doing stuff and laughing. Some just two, a group of 5, maybe more. Enjoying the time together on this last saturday of the school year.
I'm a good person, i never do wrong to anyone. And if i did, I never meant it. I just want people to like me and trust me, but for some reason, no one cares for that. Can't friends just be good people?
of all the friends i have: what did i do wrong?
The last time i posted, i was feeling like crap.
Well, after that, things got pretty good and I was upbeat again. Getting my life back on track, trying new things, and set for the finals.
Yet, now im back where I started. No, it's not classes that got me down.
I just that i feel so lonely.
Just two weeks ago, I met some new friends and thought that would be my change of pace, but something happened and now they are all silent or have fogotten about me.
Now, im not saying i have no friends, but i just don't have like a group, or even a best friend. I don't have someone I can just walk in the door and be welcomed unconditionaly. I have friends I see in class, but no one there wants to do anything. I have friends online, but that's still a different area.
What ever happened to friends that you meet and just enjoy your company, or just wanna know more about you?
I've had so many friends that we did a few fun things, then, everyone just left me behind, like i did something.
I've never had a close knit of friends, or even one really good friend in hs, my life, and not even college.
A person can have a lot of people he knows, people that he give a friendly 'hi' when passing them on campus, but i would trade all of that for one that was just always there to just be with me. Not intimate, not that close. Just a friend that enjoys the company and likes me.
I went for a walk tonight, over in the japanese garden and running path by au sable. All kinds of people doing stuff and laughing. Some just two, a group of 5, maybe more. Enjoying the time together on this last saturday of the school year.
I'm a good person, i never do wrong to anyone. And if i did, I never meant it. I just want people to like me and trust me, but for some reason, no one cares for that. Can't friends just be good people?
of all the friends i have: what did i do wrong?