Is honesty really the best policy??

Apr 03, 2009 18:05


* I feel a bit better today. Actually, strike that...I feel a lot better today. I still have a headache, but generally I think I'm doing ok. OH has been...wonderful. Really he has, don't know what I'd do without him.

* I may be in a bit of trouble when I go back to work on Monday. I don't think my boss believed I was actually sick when I called yesterday. And well...I wasn't really. I made up a few of the usually sickie symtoms (bad head, nausea, dizzyness, etc) which I did have a bit of on Mon/Tues. It was just easier than trying to explain the real reason I didn't want to be at work. *sigh* I just hope it doesn't jeapordise my chance of getting the new job they've got me lined up for. Half of me thinks coming clean and being completely honest about my mental health would be best, but the other half can't help but fear the stigma of having "depression". IDK.

* I'm writing! Smut! Heh! And it feels gooooood! So hopefully I'll get my jacksamfriends done very soon. OMG deadline looming!

* Got a busy day planned tomorrow which I'm really looking forward to after not leaving the house at all for four days! Meeting my friend in town in the morning and then have a hen party tomorrow night which I am determined to enjoy. Also determined not to get so drunk that I turn into and emotional wreck and cry all over everyone... We'll see how it goes.

* Had a weird dream the night before last. I dreamed I went to pick up my son (!!) from my Nanna's house. She was babysitting. The kid was about 3 years old and when I went into her living room I knelt on the floor and he shouted "Mummy!" really loud and ran up to me and threw his chubby little arms around my neck. I cried because it was the first time he'd been so excited to see me. WTF? Weird! Kind of nice in a way....but weird!

* Re-watched Crossroads last night and
pepper_field I have to say, you are absolutely right...Jack is gorgeous in that ep! I don't know if it's the really short hair, the lighting on his shiny eyes, all the smiling....IDK, but it's a complete drool ep for me now! Lol. And how bout the Jack/Teal'c love huh? :D

rl - weekend, rl - work, stargate sg1, rl - mental health, dreams/nightmares, fanfic

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