My head's kinda fucked...
*sigh*
One minute I'm happy and cheerful, the next I'm so down and I just want to cry...
I don't get it. I don't understand this at all. There's nothing immediately obvious triggering this.
I hate it.
And yes, I know, I need to make that appointment, but asking for help is not my strong point.
Had a crappy day today. By which I mean I was pretty fucking useless at work and did the bare minimum to get through the day. Several times I just felt like I was about to burst into tears. WTF?
My twatty shitheap of a bastard car is pissing me off. It's decided it doesn't want to start first time anymore. And also, the blowers/heaters are broken. Gonna have to get that fixed. Unless I can discover how to drive without breathing or giving off any body heat. In this weather, driving with the windows down to demist the windcreen is not fun. Really. You can take my word for it. And it's gonna freeze tonight. Joy!
Good news: I came home today to find a stack of post all for me. No bills, no junk, all yummies that I bought last week online. They wouldn't even all fit in one of those big red Royal Mail rubber bands. And right on the top of the pile?? ...... Ordinary Heroes. :D
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go focus my attention on Rick and see if it makes me feel better.
One minute I'm happy and cheerful, the next I'm so down and I just want to cry...
I don't get it. I don't understand this at all. There's nothing immediately obvious triggering this.
I hate it.
And yes, I know, I need to make that appointment, but asking for help is not my strong point.
Had a crappy day today. By which I mean I was pretty fucking useless at work and did the bare minimum to get through the day. Several times I just felt like I was about to burst into tears. WTF?
My twatty shitheap of a bastard car is pissing me off. It's decided it doesn't want to start first time anymore. And also, the blowers/heaters are broken. Gonna have to get that fixed. Unless I can discover how to drive without breathing or giving off any body heat. In this weather, driving with the windows down to demist the windcreen is not fun. Really. You can take my word for it. And it's gonna freeze tonight. Joy!
Good news: I came home today to find a stack of post all for me. No bills, no junk, all yummies that I bought last week online. They wouldn't even all fit in one of those big red Royal Mail rubber bands. And right on the top of the pile?? ...... Ordinary Heroes. :D
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go focus my attention on Rick and see if it makes me feel better.