Thank you, Everyone.
Wow, i rarly post on this anymore.... im sorry all but i really dont have much to talk about. My life is the same, boring but the same. I wake up go to school, get home , do whatever hw i have, talk to karla, about not having anything to talk about *lol*. Then i get on my computer and just fade away, then 10 'oclock rolls around and i get ready, lay down and just think about htinkgs till 11 12 ish, and every day its the same. Weekends i have out with my bros, jamie, rach and karla. I love you guys you keep me going :). School is finally on its way again, finally and im gald its our last year. We have lasted 12 insane years, and 5 of which i have.known and loved you freaky peoples. :) Now im a senior, im considered an Adult by the USA, im resgerated to Vote, and the Draft, and yet im afraid of going into the world on my own, i know what is out there and im ready for it all but i dont want HS to end, i dont wish to start a 3rd life, but i will have to and i will live it:). But anyways that was what was up with me in the past few months. Good news is my truck is fixed, and my uncle is checking my rear trany which isnt bad, all i have to do is change out my rear u-joint with my uncles help and i will have my Truck, fully running again and prolly better then it was when you guys saw it. But what has been on my mind alot, is love, how it causes the strongest of people to be the weakest and do the most retarded of things. I kno im in love, and i have had to go through alot but its been worth it. My grandma once told me, love is like a range of Mountains, You will have your Mountains, or your problems that you have to conquar, and after you do, you get your vally, your happiness, and you'll learn that that valley is worth the climb, every time. I look at me and Karla, we had to climb a steep mountain to go out, we had our valley, then another mountain with serenity, but i have always been there for her loving her, helping her step by step, and i Wonder, if i ever had to go through that kind of loss, would i be able to keep walking the path i walk?.... Not many people know, but its something that, as time goes it scares me.... The one person i look up to, My Grandpa Ron, has cancer, and that means he could die soon, and if he dies, i'll be empty for a while, and with everyones help, i'll still be a bit voided. So now more then ever i think about all the good things in my life, while i can still be happy. Button, this past year, i have gained a brother i never thought i would be able, John, with your words and just time hanging out, i have learned alot bout who i am and who others are, Sammie, you helped me learn to live a little, Meri, you showed me that not everyone is happy, but still can have a great time, Rachel, you showed me that even though family can be the worst thing in the word, friends can help you through ANYTHING. Jamie, you have shown me that trust is something that is ever lasting and a bond that draws people together no matter what. Shorty, you showed me to not look at your past so much but to keep walking and no matter what never give up hope. And Last, and to me the most important thing anyone has shown me is, Karla, you have shown me that no matter how hard, how empty how painfull, Love will stand ferm, Love will be a pillar of strength that will overcome everything and will last the test of time. Karla, you have showed me that it is worth it to love, even thought the pain i was caused. Everyone, please, You mean the world to me, Everyone is a part of me , and everyone brings me happiness, I'm trully gald i' have met people like you....