ON A PATHWAY TO YOU
On A Pathway To You
Chapter Four: Without Even Realizing It
Summary: Brian and Justin spent more time together and share so much. Michael still wants Brian to be in his life. The brunet is not too happy about it at the moment.
AN: Thanks to all of you who have been reading. Let me know what you think about this chapter. Hope that you guys like it. Thanks to the betas, Helen and Sunny.
Jesse was sitting at the kitchen table drawing in his sketchbook when Michael and Ben came in. He arched his brows but didn't say anything.
"Where is Ma?" Michael asked.
"She's in her room," Jesse told him.
Michael nodded and went up the stairs to go talk to his mother.
"So, how are you doing?" Ben asked.
Jesse arched a brow. "Um, fine," he replied after a few seconds. Then he kept on drawing.
"Michael tells me that you want to be an artist," Ben said. "I think that's nice."
Jesse stopped drawing but didn't look away from the page. He wanted to tell Ben to fuck off but didn't. He sighed and then started drawing again.
"I hear you got into PIFA," Ben said. "That's a nice school. I'm a professor at Carnegie."
The teen still didn't say anything to the man or looked at him.
"I guess I should stop talking to you," Ben said. "You're set on ignoring me, huh?"
The teen looked up then. "I'm just...really into my drawing."
"Can I see it?" Ben asked.
"No," Jesse said quickly and closed the sketchbook.
"I didn't mean to pry," Ben told him. "I just...you don't like me."
The teen frowned and didn't deny it.
"I'm just trying to be your friend," Ben informed him. "I think we could be friends, don't you?"
“I have enough friends already,” Jesse told him as he got up from the table.
"One more couldn't hurt," Ben said.
"What the fuck man?" Jesse asked. "Don't you ever give up? Yes, I'm ignoring you and no, I don't want to be your friend."
“I wasn't the one that messed things up,” Ben told him.
Jesse squared his shoulders. “I'm not going to talk to you about this. You don't know shit. Brian and Michael…” he stopped talking and shook his head. “They would have been fine.”
“If I hadn't come along you mean?” Ben asked.
Jesse swallowed and looked away.
"They were already having trouble in their relationship," Ben told him. "They were already over and just didn't know it."
"Fuck you," Jesse told him. "You don't know shit. My brother loves Brian and one day when he realizes that you will be the one left behind. So think about that."
"Right," Ben said knowing it must have been hard for the kid when his brother broke up with Brian because he was friend with the brunet. "Okay fine, you're right. It was my fault. I stole Michael away from Brian."
The teen knew that he was being patronized. "I'm not a little kid you know."
"You're acting like one," Ben told him.
The teen laughed dryly. "Right, so you want me to be your friend then."
Ben didn't say anything.
"Well, I'm Brian's friend and right now I don't feel like forming any kind of bond with you," Jesse told him.
“I'm just asking for a chance,” Ben told him. “We could hang out and…”
“I have to go,” Jesse told him.
Ben watched the teen walk away and knew that it was going to take a lot for them to become friends. He hoped they did because he was in love with Michael and he wasn't going anywhere.
***
"This cake is so good," Jesse said.
"My god," Michael said. "That's his third piece, someone take it away from him."
Emmett laughed at that. "Leave him alone."
"Oh," Ted said getting up and leaving the living room. He came back with an envelope and a box for Melanie.
"What is this?" she asked.
"Happy birthday,” Ted said with a serious face.
“What is it?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“You're going to have to open it and find out,” Jesse said knowing what it was because he got Emmett to spill the beans to him.
Melanie started opening the box and then frowned when she pulled out a black bikini. "Ted, have you lost your mind?"
The man shrugged as he sat down and leaned back on the sofa.
Melanie put the thing back in the box and opened the envelope. When she pulled out the two tickets to Hawaii she almost fainted.
"Oh my god," Lindsay yelled.
"Don't get so excited," Ted said. "It's only for a week. I know that you guys have busy lives and what not."
Lindsay got up and went to hug the man. Melanie couldn't stop smiling like a fool.
"Thanks Ted," Melanie said and then got up and hugged him too.
"That's really nice of you, Ted," Michael told him.
"This is all very great," Melanie said referring to all of her presents.
"I want to thank all of you guys for coming," Lindsay said.
"I really loved all of your presents," Melanie assured them.
"We should go to Woody's and drink," Ted said.
"That sounds like a plan," Ben whispered in Michael's ear. "Then maybe we can go to Babylon."
"What do you think?" Melanie asked looking at Lindsay.
"If you want to go," Lindsay said. "I can call Kayla and she would be here in a second. She loves to take care of Gus."
The brunette nodded and they all decided to go. Once the babysitter got there they left the house. Debbie and Vic rode with Melanie and Lindsay. Ted, Emmett and Jesse went together even thought Michael asked his brother to come with him, the kid refused to get in Ben's car. When they got to the bar they put two tables together and someone bought two pitchers of beer.
"We should go to Babylon next," Jesse told them.
"No," Debbie said. "You have school tomorrow."
"Ma," Jesse complained and they laughed.
Ted was telling them a story about something funny that had happened with Melanie two years ago when Brian appeared at the bar. The brunet walked over to the bar and hated that they were all there staring at him like he was from another planet or like he shouldn't even be there. In any case they should have been the ones to go some other place because Woody's was practically his other home. Jesse got up from the table and went to talk to the man.
"Hey," Jesse said. "How are you doing?"
Brian nodded. "I'm good."
"Today is Melanie's birthday," Jesse told her.
"That's nice," Brian told him.
Jesse smiled knowing that the brunet could care less. Brian got two beers and handed one to the teen. Jesse was having more fun talking with the brunet at the bar than he had while he was at the table with everyone else. At one point Debbie called the kid back to the table. That's when Brian told him he was leaving to go to Babylon. Jesse went back to the table and told them he was leaving with Brian.
"Why?" Lindsay asked.
Jesse shrugged. "I'll be home in time," he assured his mother before he kissed her on the cheek.
"That kid is going to be the death of me," she said.
Jesse walked out to catch up with the brunet. When he got outside Brian was standing by the entrance having a cigarette. "Hey," he said and smiled.
The brunet smiled back.
“Can I go with you?” Jesse asked.
Brian shrugged and was about to cross the street when Michael called his name.
"Brian," Michael said.
Jesse turned around with wide eyes. Brian stopped walking but didn't turn around to look at his ex. He wondered what Michael wanted.
"Brian," he said again and the brunet turned around to look at him. "You don't have to leave, Brian," Michael said.
Brian stared at him. "I can do whatever I want to, Michael and it so happens that I want to leave," he hated the fact that Michael was there pretending like everything was fine and dandy
"Why?" Michael asked as he stepped in front of the brunet.
Jesse licked his lips as he watched his brother and Brian. He still thought that the two men in front of him loved each other. He just wanted them to open their eyes and see that.
"Michael," Ben said after the man.
Jesse looked heaven ward.
"Go to your boyfriend, Mikey," Brian said nastily. "You don't want to keep him waiting."
Michael looked at the floor. "Brian," he whispered land look up towards Brian again.
The brunet turned around and left; Jesse was right behind him. He knew that the brunet needed someone with him at that time. He knew that Brian must have been feeling pretty bad and he hated that. He couldn't believe what his brother was doing to Brian; he wished he could do something about it.
***
Justin parked his car in front of his garage and got out once he collected his things. As soon as he got out and shut the door he saw Brian's Jeep. The brunet parked right behind him and got out quickly.
"You don't mind if I park here," Brian said.
The blond smiled from ear to ear. "I think it's going to cost you," the man said before he bit his lower lip.
Brian grinned as he walked over to the blond. "Maybe we can work something out."
"Come on then," he said and turned around to go into his house. He knew that Brian would follow. He hadn't seen the man in a week; they hadn't called each other or anything. Justin was okay with that, that's what they had agreed to; nothing serious. Sometimes he wondered if he would ever see Brian each time the brunet left his house. He was always thrilled to see the older man again.
"So, how are things?" Justin asked once they were inside.
The man only shrugged.
Justin licked his lips and didn't push. He could tell that Brian wasn't one to talk about his life.
"Do you want anything to drink?" the blond man asked.
The brunet nodded and followed Justin to the kitchen.
"Did you have kindergartens playing over at school today?" Brian asked and arched a brow with a grin in place as he stared at Justin's clothes.
"I'm clumsy sometimes," Justin said and smirked as he turned around to look at the brunet. "I like getting messy."
"I like the sound of that," Brian told him coming near but not too close because he didn't want to get his clothes messed up.
"Mmm," Justin muttered. "Come here."
"No," Brian told him. "These are expensive clothes."
The blond laughed. "You're a freak."
"I take care of my things," Brian informed him.
Justin nodded and finished getting them something to drink. Then the blond told Brian that he was getting a shower quickly. The brunet nodded and busied himself going around Justin's house as he waited. He liked the paintings that Justin had hanging around. When he got to Justin's room he smiled.
The brunet put his drink down and started taking his clothes off. He then quietly went into the bathroom. He smiled as he watched Justin who was oblivious to him being there. The brunet made his move and soon he was in the shower with the other man.
"Mmm," Justin said when Brian put his hands on his hips. "I was wondering what was taking you so long."
The older man smirked. "Is that so?" he asked and kissed Justin on the neck.
"That feels so good," Justin muttered. "Can't wait for whatever else you got up your sleeve."
Brian turned Justin around and kissed him roughly. "You want it?" he asked when he pulled back.
"Yeah," the blond gasped out.
They started kissing again and Brian pushed Justin against the tiled, wet wall. He pulled back as he held the blond there. He smirked and slowly got down on his knees. Justin groaned and threw his head back as his eyes closed. His hands rested on Brian's shoulders as the man started teasing him.
The brunet sucked the blond man and then Justin returned the favor. They got out of the shower and continued the fun in Justin's bed. The blond was transfixed by the older man. He just couldn't pull away. He couldn't stop looking at Brian or touching him or kissing him.
"Come here," Justin said pulling Brian's body to his. "You feel so good against me."
The brunet agreed with the blond on that. He grabbed Justin's face with both his hands and kissed him. He moved them back until they were in the bed. The brunet hadn't stopped kissing the blond on all that time. When they finally came apart it was so Justin could get the lube and condoms.
"Mmm," Brian muttered once he was pushing inside the blond. "You feel so good."
Justin's head was thrashing from side to side as the brunet fucked him. He couldn't believe he had survived all that time without having the brunet fuck him like he was at that time. As Brian fucked the lithe man he kept on touching him everywhere.
"Jesus," Justin groaned as his hips pushed up to meet Brian's thrust.
Pretty soon they were moving fast trying to reach nirvana. They were sweating and touching everywhere while they called each other's name. Justin busted first and then Brian a few seconds later.
"God," Brian moaned as he pulled out of the blond. "Always so good."
"I know," Justin said.
"I need a cigarette," Brian told him.
Justin smirked at that. "So," he said and licked his lips. "You doing good?"
Brian shrugged as he sat on the bed. At first he didn't want to talk about his problems but slowly he started telling the blond a bit about what his life looked like. The blond shared a cigarette with the older man as he listened.
***
Brian opened his eyes slowly and rolled in bed. He heard the stereo on and then smelled food. He sat up and wondered what the fuck was going on. He got out of the bed and walked over to the kitchen where Jesse was.
“What are you doing here?” Brian asked. “What time is it?”
“Twelve,” Jesse told him. “I just needed a place to hide.”
“From who?” Brian asked standing next to the teen that was making breakfast. “Jesse what the fuck is that? Tell me that's an experiment.”
The teen laughed. “Shut up.”
"Jesus," the brunet said. "Are you pregnant?"
The kid scrunched his face up and shook his head. "No way, I always use protection."
Brian nodded liking to hear that. Jesse was way too young to have kids. “So?” Brian asked opening the fridge.
“Ma wants me to help her and Vic with the patio,” Jesse said. “I'm gay but not that gay. Sorry, but no.”
Brian laughed at that. “Jesus.”
"So, what did you do last night?" Jesse asked. "I haven't seen you in a few days. Are you hiding away from me?"
"No," Brian told him. "I've been busy with work."
"That sucks," Jesse replied. "Do you want some of this?"
"No way," Brian told him.
"You need to eat," Jesse pointed out.
"What we call food, yes," the brunet said. "That's not even right, Jesse."
The teen shrugged and served himself. "What are you going to do today?"
"Sleep," Brian told him.
"Let's watch a movie," Jesse told him.
"I need a shower," Brian told him. "Don't sit on the sofa with that."
The brunet left and took a shower. He brushed his teeth and shaved his face before he came out of the bathroom. He threw on a pair of old jeans and then walked to the living room where Jesse was in front of the T.V. sitting Indian style with a bowl of cereal.
"Didn't you just eat?" Brian asked.
"I was still hungry," Jesse pointed out. "Are you going out?"
"No," Brian told him. "Don't you have things to do? Homework, bother your friends."
Jesse arched his brows. "Oh, I'll leave," he said standing up quickly.
"What?" Brian asked.
"I didn't know you wanted to be alone, Brian," Jesse told him. "I'm sorry."
"What the fuck?" Brian asked. "Come back here."
Jesse stopped walking away from the man.
"I was only joking," Brian said. "I didn't mean anything by it. Come on, let's find a movie."
"I knew you wanted me here," Jesse said and laughed before he sat down.
They spend most of the day together and then they went out to have something to eat. They came back to the loft after a while and around eight Jesse called a taxi which Brian gave him money to pay for. He told Brian that he wasn't his personal driver and that he could get home by himself so the brunet insisted on at least paying for the ride.
When the teen was outside getting into the cab he saw Michael going into the building. He frowned and just watched as long as he could before the taxi driver pulled away. When he got home he went straight to his bedroom. For two hours he just kept pacing and wondering what was going on between Brian and Michael. He should have stayed and gone back to the loft making whatever excuse he could.
The teen couldn't take it anymore and he called his brother. He started talking to the man like nothing had happened. Then he asked him where he was and Michael told him he was home. Jesse was dying to know if his brother and Brian had talked. Finally when he was giving up Michael told him that he'd gone to see the brunet.
Jesse listened for an hour how Michael had gone there to tell Brian that he wanted to keep their friendship and how Brian had told him that they were still friends. The teen got mad when Michael started saying shit about how Brian was saying one thing but acting differently. He wanted to point out that Michael had been the one that had left him and had someone new in his life but he didn't. When he hung up he went to bed but pretty much all night kept having nightmares.
He dreamed that Brian and Michael never got back together and he was sad. He had to find a way to make Brian and Michael talk to each other again and then maybe one day they could fix whatever the problem was that was keeping them apart. He wanted everyone to end up happy like they were before.
***
Michael came into Babylon and spotted his brother, Francis and Emmett by the bar. He walked over to them and smiled. “Hey,” Michael said.
“Hey, Mikey,” Jesse said as he handed Francis a beer.
“Having fun tonight?” Michael asked.
"We're surely trying," Francis said as he put his arm around Jesse's shoulder.
"What are you doing here all alone?" Emmett asked.
"Ben is meeting me here," Michael said. "So, did Ted come with you guys?"
"Nah," Emmett said. "He said he was too busy and that he has a lot of work tomorrow."
"I see," Michael said. "Is Brian here?"
"Backroom," Francis told him.
"No surprise there," Michael said.
That irritated the teen but he didn't say anything. He just tried to keep calm. Sometimes he wanted to slap his brother upside the head like their mom did all the time. His brother didn’t have any right to judge Brian, not anymore.
"How are things, Jesse?" Michael asked. "We barely hang out anymore."
"I know," Jesse said. "I've been busy. You know how school is."
"That was a waste of time," Brian said as he stood behind the teen and grabbed the man's beer. He drank from it quickly and then gave it back.
"Hey, Brian," the dark haired man said.
"Hey Mikey," Brian answered.
Michael smiled at the nickname.
"Sorry I'm late," Ben said. "Hey guys."
"Hello," Francis said. "I'm Francis. I'm Jesse's boyfriend."
Emmett smirked as he saw Jesse rolling his eyes. The kid always kept saying that Francis wasn't his boyfriend that they were just fuck buddies but Francis always said differently.
"I'm Ben," the man said. "Michael's boyfriend."
Francis nodded slowly.
Emmett frowned when silence seemed to be reigning among them. "So, who wants to dance with me?"
"I'll dance with you," Jesse said and gave a look to Francis that spoke volumes.
The boy didn't need any directions. He knew how his boyfriend was. "Brian, would you dance with me?" Francis asked.
"Sure thing," Brian said. "You guys should come too."
Michael was happy that things between them were starting to get along. "We'll be there in a minute. I want a beer first."
Brian nodded and left with Francis.
"He seems like he's okay with us now," Ben said. "I mean, as well as anyone can be."
"Yeah," Michael said.
"Still I don't know," Ben said.
"Relax," Michael said. "Brian and I have been best friends forever. And we always said we would be if things between us didn't work which they didn't," Michael pointed out.
Ben nodded and tried to calm down. He still was a bit mad that Brian had punched him but he was going to let it go because Michael had asked him to. Still he wasn't going to let his guard down.
On the dance floor Emmett, Francis, Brian and Jesse danced in a circle. Then Francis went to get another beer and Emmett found someone to dance with him.
"Do you want one?" Brian asked showing the teen the E tablet.
"Okay," Jesse said and stuck his tongue out.
Brian smiled and placed it there. Then he took one out for himself.
"He's giving your brother drugs," Ben said.
Michael bit his lower lip. "Jesse's not a kid, Ben. I know that Brian wouldn't let anything happen to Jesse. He'll watch him."
"Okay," Ben said. "I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be right back," he said and kissed Michael.
Michael smiled and watched him go.
"Oh man," Emmett said. "I'm thirsty."
"Let me buy you something," Francis said as he stood next to Michael.
Michael hadn't seen him. He smiled at the guy briefly. He barely talked to Francis even though the guy was going out with his brother.
"I like when you dance with me," Jesse said.
Brian started dancing with the teen more closely. He placed his forehead against Jesse's forehead.
"Here you go," Francis said. "I have to go to the restroom. I'll be right back. Hold my beer."
"Okay," Emmett said. "Thank you," he called after him.
"I heard about this party a guy is having at his house," Brian said. "It's an orgy. Tomorrow night, do you want to go?"
Jesse smiled and nodded. "Okay, can I bring Francis?"
Brian nodded at that. "You okay?" he asked.
The teen laughed and tightened his hold on the man.
"Oh squirt," Brian whispered with a smile, amused that Jesse was already affected by the drug.
"Shut up, Bri-Bri," the teen muttered as he closed his eyes.
Michael looked a bit sad as he looked at Brian and Jesse dancing.
"What's wrong?" Emmett asked Michael.
Michael nodded towards Brian and Jesse. "That used to be me."
"You are telling me that they are going out?" Emmett almost screamed.
"God, no," Michael said. "I mean that I was Brian's best friend. Now he has Jesse."
Emmett put his arm around Michael's shoulder. "I'm sorry. Maybe things will get better between you two. But at least Brian has a friend to depend on and who better than Jesse."
Michael smiled at that and nodded. "Yeah, you're right."
"Ready for that dance?" Ben asked.
"Yeah," Michael said and walked to the dance floor with his boyfriend.
Emmett watched them go and then looked at Brian and Jesse. He smiled as he saw Brian tickling Jesse and he thought that sometimes Brian and Jesse looked more like brothers than Michael and the teen ever did.
***
"No," Francis protested and pushed Jesse into the sofa.
"Jesus," Brian said. "You're being manhandled by a guy half your size, Jesse."
"Shut up," Francis yelled at Brian.
Jesse only laughed at that. "What were you saying?"
The brunet rolled his eyes. They had come to Francis's apartment after Brian had picked them up from school. He had never been there before and he was surprised with the place. The boy kept the place clean and he had decorated the place with Italian furniture. Brian was sure that all of them were real. He knew that after Francis parents had died in a car accident he got a pretty nice sum of money per month so he would be okay. Jesse and Francis had met about two years ago when Francis had been expelled from St. James Academy for all the fights he had gotten into. Ever since then the two teens were inseparable and Brian was happy that they had each other because not always you could find a friend that you could depend on so blindly.
"Okay!" Jesse hissed. "I give up!"
Francis smiled, grabbed the movie he wanted to watch and then put it in the DVD player. "I know I was going to win. Plus, you already picked the first movie that we watched, Jesse. And Brian did too so it's my turn."
"You suck," Jesse told him.
"Really good, baby," Francis told him. "You know that."
Brian laughed at that and shook his head. He got up to get another beer from the fridge only to find out that they were all gone. He walked back to the living room. "We need more beer."
"Go buy it," Jesse told him.
Brian groaned and looked at his watch. "I think it's time for Babylon."
"I'm not in the mood for Babylon," Jesse said. "Plus I promised Francis that we were watching movies tonight."
The brunet didn't say anything and just left. For some reason he found himself driving to the liquor store instead of the Club. As he waited in line he couldn't help but smile. The day before he'd gone to Jesse's show at the GLC and he'd seen Justin there. They pretended like they didn't know each other, but at one point they had met in the bathroom for a quick fuck. He surely liked having the blond around. It was always fun. When he was done paying for the beer he went back to the apartment.
Francis opened the door. "Amazing," he said.
"What?" Brian asked.
The boy shook his head and let him in. When Brian had left Jesse had told him that he would be back and he thought that Brian wasn't going to waste his time with them but Jesse had been right.
"Oh, Brian," Jesse said as he grabbed one of the bottles.
Francis wondered what was with the teen.
"This is the beer I like," Jesse told her. "You should buy it more often."
"That's what little snobs drink, Jesse," Francis told him. "God, I think you were a rich spoil brat in your previous life."
Brian smirked. "You're so right about that."
"Shut up," Jesse hissed as he opened the beer.
"What is this crap?" Brian said looking at the T.V. He bent over and grabbed the case in which the movie had come. "Vanity Fair! Seriously?!"
Francis and Jesse laughed at that.
Brian sat down on the sofa. "Jesse, are you hungry?"
"A little bit," Jesse told him.
Francis smirked knowing that his boyfriend was always hungry. They ordered something and waited for it to get there while they watched the movie. When the food got there Brian paid for it and they ate. Towards the end of the movie Brian received a call and he left after it.
"Who do you think that was?" Francis asked as he lay with his boyfriend in the sofa.
"What?" Jesse asked almost half asleep.
"Who called Brian?" Francis asked.
"I don't know," the teen said shrugging.
"He looked happy to be talking to whoever it was," the man pointed out.
Jesse frowned and bit his lower lip.
"You think he found someone?" Francis asked.
The dark haired teen shrugged.
"Maybe he did," Francis said getting up and stretching. "That's good for him."
Jesse sighed and thought about it. It had been almost six months since Brian and his brother split up. He knew that Brian could find anybody he wanted whenever he wanted. He was a bit sad and worried but at the same time he couldn't blame the brunet. Brian needed to be happy as well and to Jesse, that's all that mattered.
***
"So this is what you needed me for, Sunshine?" Brian asked as he rested naked on the sofa at Justin's studio. They were in the third floor of the house.
"Don't move," Justin said teasingly. "That means no talking either."
Brian smiled and licked his lips. "I'm not responsible for my cock."
Justin smirked knowing that Brian was rock hard. "Oh don't worry about that. I'll take care of that soon enough."
"Are we almost done?" Brian asked. They had been there for almost an hour.
"Almost," Justin assured him.
"Why aren't you naked?" Brian asked him.
The blond only laughed at that.
"I might as well start charging for my services," the brunet told him.
"Oh, don't worry," the blond told him. "We'll work something out," he said smirking knowing it was a phrase they have started to use all the time. Of course how they worked things out was with sex which always pleased both of them.
"Question, is this something that you're going to put in your shows?"
The blond thought about it and then shook his head. "This is for my personal collection."
"How many guys have you painted for your personal collection?" Brian asked.
"Counting you?" Justin asked.
"Yeah," Brian said not sure why he even asked. The thought of Justin with someone else irritated him.
"One," the blond answered.
Brian looked at Justin and smiled.
"I told you not to move," Justin pointed out as he finished the last touches of the sketch. He could do the rest of the painting from memory. He put the pencil down and smiled widely. He was ready to work on Brian now.
"I've been a very bad boy," Brian told him.
"Mmm," Justin said as he stood up from his stool and then walked over to Brian. "I guess you're going to have to be punished."
The brunet was all for that. Justin got on top of Brian and straddled him. He smiled and kissed the brunet before he started to kiss Brian's neck. Then he kept going down. He sucked Brian's cock for a few minutes before he pushed Brian's legs open and started licking the man's sac. Brian was moaning and pushing his hips up towards the blond. Justin smiled and grabbed Brian's cock to jerk him off then he buried his head between Brian's legs.
"Oh fuck," Brian groaned as the blond licked his hole.
Justin could feel his cock hard as a rock and he wanted to fuck Brian so much. He knew that Brian probably wasn't going to let him but he didn't lose anything by trying. He pushed his tongue inside of Brian a few times before he moved away. He got up from the sofa where they were at and quickly took off his clothes. He had brought some condoms and lube with him; he grabbed them and stared at the brunet.
Brian knew what Justin wanted and he wasn't sure if he was going to let him. He watched as Justin lubed his fingers and he didn't say anything. He was going to let Justin play with him and then suck him before he stopped him and then he would be the one fucking Justin. Then as soon as Justin pushed a finger inside of him he started changing his mind. His head moved from side to side, his hips had a life of their own; Brian was lost to the world.
The younger man prepared Brian as best as he could. He could tell that Brian didn't bottom often if at all. When he was sure that the man was ready he pulled his fingers away and grabbed a condom. Brian who had been touching himself stopped and opened his eyes. He couldn't talk or think about anything but how good Justin's fingers felt inside of him.
The blond tried to turn the brunet around but Brian just pushed his hand away slowly. They stared at each other for what it seemed like a long time but it was just seconds. Brian arched a brow and then slowly started to turn around. He sighed as Justin caressed his back and he tried to think of a time when someone had taken their time preparing him before fucking him. There hadn't been anyone at all that had touched him the way Justin did and made him feel special. He guessed it was just the artist in Justin.
The blond knew that Brian didn't give control often and he smiled knowing that the man trusted him to fuck him. He caressed Brian's neck and then moved to kiss him there. He whispered sweet things to the brunet before he started kissing Brian's back. He smiled when he gripped Brian's ass and a moan escaped the brunet. Justin knew that Brian was more than ready. He placed the tip of his cock at Brian's entrance and pushed slowly.
"God," Brian moaned with pleasure and pain.
"You're so tight," Justin said and the rest of the way pushed in very slowly.
When he was all the way inside he started fucking the brunet. At first it was very slow, letting Brian get used to the intrusion but soon enough they were rocking against each other to find oblivion. At some point they stopped and Brian got on his knees after Justin asked him to. Then the blond started fucking Brian hard, gripping his hips tight as well as pulling his hair from time to time.
Brian shot his load when Justin grabbed his cock to stroke him. He had tried to control himself but it all felt too good to stop. After a few more jabs Justin was spilling his juices in the condom. When he stopped he stayed inside of the brunet for a few seconds.
"Jesus," Brian said after a few minutes when he collected his breath.
"Yeah," Justin said pulling away slowly. He walked away to the bathroom and when he came back the brunet was having a cigarette. He smiled and sat next to Brian.
"Want some?" Brian asked.
Justin smiled and took the cigarette.
“How’s your schedule this week?” Brian asked out of the blue.
“I’m going to be busy,” Justin said. “I have some projects I’m working on for myself.”
The brunet nodded slowly.
"But then starting on Monday of next week I will have more free time," Justin assured him. "I can be your slave if you want me to," he said jokingly.
The brunet laughed. "Monday I have to go to New York."
"Business trip," Justin said and took a hit from the cigarette.
"Yeah," the brunet told him. "Do you want to come with me?" he asked and wasn't even sure why he was inviting the blond. “We’ll be back by Tuesday night.”
"Only if you want to," Justin told him knowing that if he asked for two days off they would give them to him. He never was absent from school.
"Yeah," Brian said after a few seconds of thinking about it.
Justin smiled and nodded. "Sure," he answered and gave Brian back his cigarette.
Chapter Four: Without Even Realizing It
Summary: Brian and Justin spent more time together and share so much. Michael still wants Brian to be in his life. The brunet is not too happy about it at the moment.
AN: Thanks to all of you who have been reading. Let me know what you think about this chapter. Hope that you guys like it. Thanks to the betas, Helen and Sunny.
Jesse was sitting at the kitchen table drawing in his sketchbook when Michael and Ben came in. He arched his brows but didn't say anything.
"Where is Ma?" Michael asked.
"She's in her room," Jesse told him.
Michael nodded and went up the stairs to go talk to his mother.
"So, how are you doing?" Ben asked.
Jesse arched a brow. "Um, fine," he replied after a few seconds. Then he kept on drawing.
"Michael tells me that you want to be an artist," Ben said. "I think that's nice."
Jesse stopped drawing but didn't look away from the page. He wanted to tell Ben to fuck off but didn't. He sighed and then started drawing again.
"I hear you got into PIFA," Ben said. "That's a nice school. I'm a professor at Carnegie."
The teen still didn't say anything to the man or looked at him.
"I guess I should stop talking to you," Ben said. "You're set on ignoring me, huh?"
The teen looked up then. "I'm just...really into my drawing."
"Can I see it?" Ben asked.
"No," Jesse said quickly and closed the sketchbook.
"I didn't mean to pry," Ben told him. "I just...you don't like me."
The teen frowned and didn't deny it.
"I'm just trying to be your friend," Ben informed him. "I think we could be friends, don't you?"
“I have enough friends already,” Jesse told him as he got up from the table.
"One more couldn't hurt," Ben said.
"What the fuck man?" Jesse asked. "Don't you ever give up? Yes, I'm ignoring you and no, I don't want to be your friend."
“I wasn't the one that messed things up,” Ben told him.
Jesse squared his shoulders. “I'm not going to talk to you about this. You don't know shit. Brian and Michael…” he stopped talking and shook his head. “They would have been fine.”
“If I hadn't come along you mean?” Ben asked.
Jesse swallowed and looked away.
"They were already having trouble in their relationship," Ben told him. "They were already over and just didn't know it."
"Fuck you," Jesse told him. "You don't know shit. My brother loves Brian and one day when he realizes that you will be the one left behind. So think about that."
"Right," Ben said knowing it must have been hard for the kid when his brother broke up with Brian because he was friend with the brunet. "Okay fine, you're right. It was my fault. I stole Michael away from Brian."
The teen knew that he was being patronized. "I'm not a little kid you know."
"You're acting like one," Ben told him.
The teen laughed dryly. "Right, so you want me to be your friend then."
Ben didn't say anything.
"Well, I'm Brian's friend and right now I don't feel like forming any kind of bond with you," Jesse told him.
“I'm just asking for a chance,” Ben told him. “We could hang out and…”
“I have to go,” Jesse told him.
Ben watched the teen walk away and knew that it was going to take a lot for them to become friends. He hoped they did because he was in love with Michael and he wasn't going anywhere.
***
"This cake is so good," Jesse said.
"My god," Michael said. "That's his third piece, someone take it away from him."
Emmett laughed at that. "Leave him alone."
"Oh," Ted said getting up and leaving the living room. He came back with an envelope and a box for Melanie.
"What is this?" she asked.
"Happy birthday,” Ted said with a serious face.
“What is it?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“You're going to have to open it and find out,” Jesse said knowing what it was because he got Emmett to spill the beans to him.
Melanie started opening the box and then frowned when she pulled out a black bikini. "Ted, have you lost your mind?"
The man shrugged as he sat down and leaned back on the sofa.
Melanie put the thing back in the box and opened the envelope. When she pulled out the two tickets to Hawaii she almost fainted.
"Oh my god," Lindsay yelled.
"Don't get so excited," Ted said. "It's only for a week. I know that you guys have busy lives and what not."
Lindsay got up and went to hug the man. Melanie couldn't stop smiling like a fool.
"Thanks Ted," Melanie said and then got up and hugged him too.
"That's really nice of you, Ted," Michael told him.
"This is all very great," Melanie said referring to all of her presents.
"I want to thank all of you guys for coming," Lindsay said.
"I really loved all of your presents," Melanie assured them.
"We should go to Woody's and drink," Ted said.
"That sounds like a plan," Ben whispered in Michael's ear. "Then maybe we can go to Babylon."
"What do you think?" Melanie asked looking at Lindsay.
"If you want to go," Lindsay said. "I can call Kayla and she would be here in a second. She loves to take care of Gus."
The brunette nodded and they all decided to go. Once the babysitter got there they left the house. Debbie and Vic rode with Melanie and Lindsay. Ted, Emmett and Jesse went together even thought Michael asked his brother to come with him, the kid refused to get in Ben's car. When they got to the bar they put two tables together and someone bought two pitchers of beer.
"We should go to Babylon next," Jesse told them.
"No," Debbie said. "You have school tomorrow."
"Ma," Jesse complained and they laughed.
Ted was telling them a story about something funny that had happened with Melanie two years ago when Brian appeared at the bar. The brunet walked over to the bar and hated that they were all there staring at him like he was from another planet or like he shouldn't even be there. In any case they should have been the ones to go some other place because Woody's was practically his other home. Jesse got up from the table and went to talk to the man.
"Hey," Jesse said. "How are you doing?"
Brian nodded. "I'm good."
"Today is Melanie's birthday," Jesse told her.
"That's nice," Brian told him.
Jesse smiled knowing that the brunet could care less. Brian got two beers and handed one to the teen. Jesse was having more fun talking with the brunet at the bar than he had while he was at the table with everyone else. At one point Debbie called the kid back to the table. That's when Brian told him he was leaving to go to Babylon. Jesse went back to the table and told them he was leaving with Brian.
"Why?" Lindsay asked.
Jesse shrugged. "I'll be home in time," he assured his mother before he kissed her on the cheek.
"That kid is going to be the death of me," she said.
Jesse walked out to catch up with the brunet. When he got outside Brian was standing by the entrance having a cigarette. "Hey," he said and smiled.
The brunet smiled back.
“Can I go with you?” Jesse asked.
Brian shrugged and was about to cross the street when Michael called his name.
"Brian," Michael said.
Jesse turned around with wide eyes. Brian stopped walking but didn't turn around to look at his ex. He wondered what Michael wanted.
"Brian," he said again and the brunet turned around to look at him. "You don't have to leave, Brian," Michael said.
Brian stared at him. "I can do whatever I want to, Michael and it so happens that I want to leave," he hated the fact that Michael was there pretending like everything was fine and dandy
"Why?" Michael asked as he stepped in front of the brunet.
Jesse licked his lips as he watched his brother and Brian. He still thought that the two men in front of him loved each other. He just wanted them to open their eyes and see that.
"Michael," Ben said after the man.
Jesse looked heaven ward.
"Go to your boyfriend, Mikey," Brian said nastily. "You don't want to keep him waiting."
Michael looked at the floor. "Brian," he whispered land look up towards Brian again.
The brunet turned around and left; Jesse was right behind him. He knew that the brunet needed someone with him at that time. He knew that Brian must have been feeling pretty bad and he hated that. He couldn't believe what his brother was doing to Brian; he wished he could do something about it.
***
Justin parked his car in front of his garage and got out once he collected his things. As soon as he got out and shut the door he saw Brian's Jeep. The brunet parked right behind him and got out quickly.
"You don't mind if I park here," Brian said.
The blond smiled from ear to ear. "I think it's going to cost you," the man said before he bit his lower lip.
Brian grinned as he walked over to the blond. "Maybe we can work something out."
"Come on then," he said and turned around to go into his house. He knew that Brian would follow. He hadn't seen the man in a week; they hadn't called each other or anything. Justin was okay with that, that's what they had agreed to; nothing serious. Sometimes he wondered if he would ever see Brian each time the brunet left his house. He was always thrilled to see the older man again.
"So, how are things?" Justin asked once they were inside.
The man only shrugged.
Justin licked his lips and didn't push. He could tell that Brian wasn't one to talk about his life.
"Do you want anything to drink?" the blond man asked.
The brunet nodded and followed Justin to the kitchen.
"Did you have kindergartens playing over at school today?" Brian asked and arched a brow with a grin in place as he stared at Justin's clothes.
"I'm clumsy sometimes," Justin said and smirked as he turned around to look at the brunet. "I like getting messy."
"I like the sound of that," Brian told him coming near but not too close because he didn't want to get his clothes messed up.
"Mmm," Justin muttered. "Come here."
"No," Brian told him. "These are expensive clothes."
The blond laughed. "You're a freak."
"I take care of my things," Brian informed him.
Justin nodded and finished getting them something to drink. Then the blond told Brian that he was getting a shower quickly. The brunet nodded and busied himself going around Justin's house as he waited. He liked the paintings that Justin had hanging around. When he got to Justin's room he smiled.
The brunet put his drink down and started taking his clothes off. He then quietly went into the bathroom. He smiled as he watched Justin who was oblivious to him being there. The brunet made his move and soon he was in the shower with the other man.
"Mmm," Justin said when Brian put his hands on his hips. "I was wondering what was taking you so long."
The older man smirked. "Is that so?" he asked and kissed Justin on the neck.
"That feels so good," Justin muttered. "Can't wait for whatever else you got up your sleeve."
Brian turned Justin around and kissed him roughly. "You want it?" he asked when he pulled back.
"Yeah," the blond gasped out.
They started kissing again and Brian pushed Justin against the tiled, wet wall. He pulled back as he held the blond there. He smirked and slowly got down on his knees. Justin groaned and threw his head back as his eyes closed. His hands rested on Brian's shoulders as the man started teasing him.
The brunet sucked the blond man and then Justin returned the favor. They got out of the shower and continued the fun in Justin's bed. The blond was transfixed by the older man. He just couldn't pull away. He couldn't stop looking at Brian or touching him or kissing him.
"Come here," Justin said pulling Brian's body to his. "You feel so good against me."
The brunet agreed with the blond on that. He grabbed Justin's face with both his hands and kissed him. He moved them back until they were in the bed. The brunet hadn't stopped kissing the blond on all that time. When they finally came apart it was so Justin could get the lube and condoms.
"Mmm," Brian muttered once he was pushing inside the blond. "You feel so good."
Justin's head was thrashing from side to side as the brunet fucked him. He couldn't believe he had survived all that time without having the brunet fuck him like he was at that time. As Brian fucked the lithe man he kept on touching him everywhere.
"Jesus," Justin groaned as his hips pushed up to meet Brian's thrust.
Pretty soon they were moving fast trying to reach nirvana. They were sweating and touching everywhere while they called each other's name. Justin busted first and then Brian a few seconds later.
"God," Brian moaned as he pulled out of the blond. "Always so good."
"I know," Justin said.
"I need a cigarette," Brian told him.
Justin smirked at that. "So," he said and licked his lips. "You doing good?"
Brian shrugged as he sat on the bed. At first he didn't want to talk about his problems but slowly he started telling the blond a bit about what his life looked like. The blond shared a cigarette with the older man as he listened.
***
Brian opened his eyes slowly and rolled in bed. He heard the stereo on and then smelled food. He sat up and wondered what the fuck was going on. He got out of the bed and walked over to the kitchen where Jesse was.
“What are you doing here?” Brian asked. “What time is it?”
“Twelve,” Jesse told him. “I just needed a place to hide.”
“From who?” Brian asked standing next to the teen that was making breakfast. “Jesse what the fuck is that? Tell me that's an experiment.”
The teen laughed. “Shut up.”
"Jesus," the brunet said. "Are you pregnant?"
The kid scrunched his face up and shook his head. "No way, I always use protection."
Brian nodded liking to hear that. Jesse was way too young to have kids. “So?” Brian asked opening the fridge.
“Ma wants me to help her and Vic with the patio,” Jesse said. “I'm gay but not that gay. Sorry, but no.”
Brian laughed at that. “Jesus.”
"So, what did you do last night?" Jesse asked. "I haven't seen you in a few days. Are you hiding away from me?"
"No," Brian told him. "I've been busy with work."
"That sucks," Jesse replied. "Do you want some of this?"
"No way," Brian told him.
"You need to eat," Jesse pointed out.
"What we call food, yes," the brunet said. "That's not even right, Jesse."
The teen shrugged and served himself. "What are you going to do today?"
"Sleep," Brian told him.
"Let's watch a movie," Jesse told him.
"I need a shower," Brian told him. "Don't sit on the sofa with that."
The brunet left and took a shower. He brushed his teeth and shaved his face before he came out of the bathroom. He threw on a pair of old jeans and then walked to the living room where Jesse was in front of the T.V. sitting Indian style with a bowl of cereal.
"Didn't you just eat?" Brian asked.
"I was still hungry," Jesse pointed out. "Are you going out?"
"No," Brian told him. "Don't you have things to do? Homework, bother your friends."
Jesse arched his brows. "Oh, I'll leave," he said standing up quickly.
"What?" Brian asked.
"I didn't know you wanted to be alone, Brian," Jesse told him. "I'm sorry."
"What the fuck?" Brian asked. "Come back here."
Jesse stopped walking away from the man.
"I was only joking," Brian said. "I didn't mean anything by it. Come on, let's find a movie."
"I knew you wanted me here," Jesse said and laughed before he sat down.
They spend most of the day together and then they went out to have something to eat. They came back to the loft after a while and around eight Jesse called a taxi which Brian gave him money to pay for. He told Brian that he wasn't his personal driver and that he could get home by himself so the brunet insisted on at least paying for the ride.
When the teen was outside getting into the cab he saw Michael going into the building. He frowned and just watched as long as he could before the taxi driver pulled away. When he got home he went straight to his bedroom. For two hours he just kept pacing and wondering what was going on between Brian and Michael. He should have stayed and gone back to the loft making whatever excuse he could.
The teen couldn't take it anymore and he called his brother. He started talking to the man like nothing had happened. Then he asked him where he was and Michael told him he was home. Jesse was dying to know if his brother and Brian had talked. Finally when he was giving up Michael told him that he'd gone to see the brunet.
Jesse listened for an hour how Michael had gone there to tell Brian that he wanted to keep their friendship and how Brian had told him that they were still friends. The teen got mad when Michael started saying shit about how Brian was saying one thing but acting differently. He wanted to point out that Michael had been the one that had left him and had someone new in his life but he didn't. When he hung up he went to bed but pretty much all night kept having nightmares.
He dreamed that Brian and Michael never got back together and he was sad. He had to find a way to make Brian and Michael talk to each other again and then maybe one day they could fix whatever the problem was that was keeping them apart. He wanted everyone to end up happy like they were before.
***
Michael came into Babylon and spotted his brother, Francis and Emmett by the bar. He walked over to them and smiled. “Hey,” Michael said.
“Hey, Mikey,” Jesse said as he handed Francis a beer.
“Having fun tonight?” Michael asked.
"We're surely trying," Francis said as he put his arm around Jesse's shoulder.
"What are you doing here all alone?" Emmett asked.
"Ben is meeting me here," Michael said. "So, did Ted come with you guys?"
"Nah," Emmett said. "He said he was too busy and that he has a lot of work tomorrow."
"I see," Michael said. "Is Brian here?"
"Backroom," Francis told him.
"No surprise there," Michael said.
That irritated the teen but he didn't say anything. He just tried to keep calm. Sometimes he wanted to slap his brother upside the head like their mom did all the time. His brother didn’t have any right to judge Brian, not anymore.
"How are things, Jesse?" Michael asked. "We barely hang out anymore."
"I know," Jesse said. "I've been busy. You know how school is."
"That was a waste of time," Brian said as he stood behind the teen and grabbed the man's beer. He drank from it quickly and then gave it back.
"Hey, Brian," the dark haired man said.
"Hey Mikey," Brian answered.
Michael smiled at the nickname.
"Sorry I'm late," Ben said. "Hey guys."
"Hello," Francis said. "I'm Francis. I'm Jesse's boyfriend."
Emmett smirked as he saw Jesse rolling his eyes. The kid always kept saying that Francis wasn't his boyfriend that they were just fuck buddies but Francis always said differently.
"I'm Ben," the man said. "Michael's boyfriend."
Francis nodded slowly.
Emmett frowned when silence seemed to be reigning among them. "So, who wants to dance with me?"
"I'll dance with you," Jesse said and gave a look to Francis that spoke volumes.
The boy didn't need any directions. He knew how his boyfriend was. "Brian, would you dance with me?" Francis asked.
"Sure thing," Brian said. "You guys should come too."
Michael was happy that things between them were starting to get along. "We'll be there in a minute. I want a beer first."
Brian nodded and left with Francis.
"He seems like he's okay with us now," Ben said. "I mean, as well as anyone can be."
"Yeah," Michael said.
"Still I don't know," Ben said.
"Relax," Michael said. "Brian and I have been best friends forever. And we always said we would be if things between us didn't work which they didn't," Michael pointed out.
Ben nodded and tried to calm down. He still was a bit mad that Brian had punched him but he was going to let it go because Michael had asked him to. Still he wasn't going to let his guard down.
On the dance floor Emmett, Francis, Brian and Jesse danced in a circle. Then Francis went to get another beer and Emmett found someone to dance with him.
"Do you want one?" Brian asked showing the teen the E tablet.
"Okay," Jesse said and stuck his tongue out.
Brian smiled and placed it there. Then he took one out for himself.
"He's giving your brother drugs," Ben said.
Michael bit his lower lip. "Jesse's not a kid, Ben. I know that Brian wouldn't let anything happen to Jesse. He'll watch him."
"Okay," Ben said. "I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be right back," he said and kissed Michael.
Michael smiled and watched him go.
"Oh man," Emmett said. "I'm thirsty."
"Let me buy you something," Francis said as he stood next to Michael.
Michael hadn't seen him. He smiled at the guy briefly. He barely talked to Francis even though the guy was going out with his brother.
"I like when you dance with me," Jesse said.
Brian started dancing with the teen more closely. He placed his forehead against Jesse's forehead.
"Here you go," Francis said. "I have to go to the restroom. I'll be right back. Hold my beer."
"Okay," Emmett said. "Thank you," he called after him.
"I heard about this party a guy is having at his house," Brian said. "It's an orgy. Tomorrow night, do you want to go?"
Jesse smiled and nodded. "Okay, can I bring Francis?"
Brian nodded at that. "You okay?" he asked.
The teen laughed and tightened his hold on the man.
"Oh squirt," Brian whispered with a smile, amused that Jesse was already affected by the drug.
"Shut up, Bri-Bri," the teen muttered as he closed his eyes.
Michael looked a bit sad as he looked at Brian and Jesse dancing.
"What's wrong?" Emmett asked Michael.
Michael nodded towards Brian and Jesse. "That used to be me."
"You are telling me that they are going out?" Emmett almost screamed.
"God, no," Michael said. "I mean that I was Brian's best friend. Now he has Jesse."
Emmett put his arm around Michael's shoulder. "I'm sorry. Maybe things will get better between you two. But at least Brian has a friend to depend on and who better than Jesse."
Michael smiled at that and nodded. "Yeah, you're right."
"Ready for that dance?" Ben asked.
"Yeah," Michael said and walked to the dance floor with his boyfriend.
Emmett watched them go and then looked at Brian and Jesse. He smiled as he saw Brian tickling Jesse and he thought that sometimes Brian and Jesse looked more like brothers than Michael and the teen ever did.
***
"No," Francis protested and pushed Jesse into the sofa.
"Jesus," Brian said. "You're being manhandled by a guy half your size, Jesse."
"Shut up," Francis yelled at Brian.
Jesse only laughed at that. "What were you saying?"
The brunet rolled his eyes. They had come to Francis's apartment after Brian had picked them up from school. He had never been there before and he was surprised with the place. The boy kept the place clean and he had decorated the place with Italian furniture. Brian was sure that all of them were real. He knew that after Francis parents had died in a car accident he got a pretty nice sum of money per month so he would be okay. Jesse and Francis had met about two years ago when Francis had been expelled from St. James Academy for all the fights he had gotten into. Ever since then the two teens were inseparable and Brian was happy that they had each other because not always you could find a friend that you could depend on so blindly.
"Okay!" Jesse hissed. "I give up!"
Francis smiled, grabbed the movie he wanted to watch and then put it in the DVD player. "I know I was going to win. Plus, you already picked the first movie that we watched, Jesse. And Brian did too so it's my turn."
"You suck," Jesse told him.
"Really good, baby," Francis told him. "You know that."
Brian laughed at that and shook his head. He got up to get another beer from the fridge only to find out that they were all gone. He walked back to the living room. "We need more beer."
"Go buy it," Jesse told him.
Brian groaned and looked at his watch. "I think it's time for Babylon."
"I'm not in the mood for Babylon," Jesse said. "Plus I promised Francis that we were watching movies tonight."
The brunet didn't say anything and just left. For some reason he found himself driving to the liquor store instead of the Club. As he waited in line he couldn't help but smile. The day before he'd gone to Jesse's show at the GLC and he'd seen Justin there. They pretended like they didn't know each other, but at one point they had met in the bathroom for a quick fuck. He surely liked having the blond around. It was always fun. When he was done paying for the beer he went back to the apartment.
Francis opened the door. "Amazing," he said.
"What?" Brian asked.
The boy shook his head and let him in. When Brian had left Jesse had told him that he would be back and he thought that Brian wasn't going to waste his time with them but Jesse had been right.
"Oh, Brian," Jesse said as he grabbed one of the bottles.
Francis wondered what was with the teen.
"This is the beer I like," Jesse told her. "You should buy it more often."
"That's what little snobs drink, Jesse," Francis told him. "God, I think you were a rich spoil brat in your previous life."
Brian smirked. "You're so right about that."
"Shut up," Jesse hissed as he opened the beer.
"What is this crap?" Brian said looking at the T.V. He bent over and grabbed the case in which the movie had come. "Vanity Fair! Seriously?!"
Francis and Jesse laughed at that.
Brian sat down on the sofa. "Jesse, are you hungry?"
"A little bit," Jesse told him.
Francis smirked knowing that his boyfriend was always hungry. They ordered something and waited for it to get there while they watched the movie. When the food got there Brian paid for it and they ate. Towards the end of the movie Brian received a call and he left after it.
"Who do you think that was?" Francis asked as he lay with his boyfriend in the sofa.
"What?" Jesse asked almost half asleep.
"Who called Brian?" Francis asked.
"I don't know," the teen said shrugging.
"He looked happy to be talking to whoever it was," the man pointed out.
Jesse frowned and bit his lower lip.
"You think he found someone?" Francis asked.
The dark haired teen shrugged.
"Maybe he did," Francis said getting up and stretching. "That's good for him."
Jesse sighed and thought about it. It had been almost six months since Brian and his brother split up. He knew that Brian could find anybody he wanted whenever he wanted. He was a bit sad and worried but at the same time he couldn't blame the brunet. Brian needed to be happy as well and to Jesse, that's all that mattered.
***
"So this is what you needed me for, Sunshine?" Brian asked as he rested naked on the sofa at Justin's studio. They were in the third floor of the house.
"Don't move," Justin said teasingly. "That means no talking either."
Brian smiled and licked his lips. "I'm not responsible for my cock."
Justin smirked knowing that Brian was rock hard. "Oh don't worry about that. I'll take care of that soon enough."
"Are we almost done?" Brian asked. They had been there for almost an hour.
"Almost," Justin assured him.
"Why aren't you naked?" Brian asked him.
The blond only laughed at that.
"I might as well start charging for my services," the brunet told him.
"Oh, don't worry," the blond told him. "We'll work something out," he said smirking knowing it was a phrase they have started to use all the time. Of course how they worked things out was with sex which always pleased both of them.
"Question, is this something that you're going to put in your shows?"
The blond thought about it and then shook his head. "This is for my personal collection."
"How many guys have you painted for your personal collection?" Brian asked.
"Counting you?" Justin asked.
"Yeah," Brian said not sure why he even asked. The thought of Justin with someone else irritated him.
"One," the blond answered.
Brian looked at Justin and smiled.
"I told you not to move," Justin pointed out as he finished the last touches of the sketch. He could do the rest of the painting from memory. He put the pencil down and smiled widely. He was ready to work on Brian now.
"I've been a very bad boy," Brian told him.
"Mmm," Justin said as he stood up from his stool and then walked over to Brian. "I guess you're going to have to be punished."
The brunet was all for that. Justin got on top of Brian and straddled him. He smiled and kissed the brunet before he started to kiss Brian's neck. Then he kept going down. He sucked Brian's cock for a few minutes before he pushed Brian's legs open and started licking the man's sac. Brian was moaning and pushing his hips up towards the blond. Justin smiled and grabbed Brian's cock to jerk him off then he buried his head between Brian's legs.
"Oh fuck," Brian groaned as the blond licked his hole.
Justin could feel his cock hard as a rock and he wanted to fuck Brian so much. He knew that Brian probably wasn't going to let him but he didn't lose anything by trying. He pushed his tongue inside of Brian a few times before he moved away. He got up from the sofa where they were at and quickly took off his clothes. He had brought some condoms and lube with him; he grabbed them and stared at the brunet.
Brian knew what Justin wanted and he wasn't sure if he was going to let him. He watched as Justin lubed his fingers and he didn't say anything. He was going to let Justin play with him and then suck him before he stopped him and then he would be the one fucking Justin. Then as soon as Justin pushed a finger inside of him he started changing his mind. His head moved from side to side, his hips had a life of their own; Brian was lost to the world.
The younger man prepared Brian as best as he could. He could tell that Brian didn't bottom often if at all. When he was sure that the man was ready he pulled his fingers away and grabbed a condom. Brian who had been touching himself stopped and opened his eyes. He couldn't talk or think about anything but how good Justin's fingers felt inside of him.
The blond tried to turn the brunet around but Brian just pushed his hand away slowly. They stared at each other for what it seemed like a long time but it was just seconds. Brian arched a brow and then slowly started to turn around. He sighed as Justin caressed his back and he tried to think of a time when someone had taken their time preparing him before fucking him. There hadn't been anyone at all that had touched him the way Justin did and made him feel special. He guessed it was just the artist in Justin.
The blond knew that Brian didn't give control often and he smiled knowing that the man trusted him to fuck him. He caressed Brian's neck and then moved to kiss him there. He whispered sweet things to the brunet before he started kissing Brian's back. He smiled when he gripped Brian's ass and a moan escaped the brunet. Justin knew that Brian was more than ready. He placed the tip of his cock at Brian's entrance and pushed slowly.
"God," Brian moaned with pleasure and pain.
"You're so tight," Justin said and the rest of the way pushed in very slowly.
When he was all the way inside he started fucking the brunet. At first it was very slow, letting Brian get used to the intrusion but soon enough they were rocking against each other to find oblivion. At some point they stopped and Brian got on his knees after Justin asked him to. Then the blond started fucking Brian hard, gripping his hips tight as well as pulling his hair from time to time.
Brian shot his load when Justin grabbed his cock to stroke him. He had tried to control himself but it all felt too good to stop. After a few more jabs Justin was spilling his juices in the condom. When he stopped he stayed inside of the brunet for a few seconds.
"Jesus," Brian said after a few minutes when he collected his breath.
"Yeah," Justin said pulling away slowly. He walked away to the bathroom and when he came back the brunet was having a cigarette. He smiled and sat next to Brian.
"Want some?" Brian asked.
Justin smiled and took the cigarette.
“How’s your schedule this week?” Brian asked out of the blue.
“I’m going to be busy,” Justin said. “I have some projects I’m working on for myself.”
The brunet nodded slowly.
"But then starting on Monday of next week I will have more free time," Justin assured him. "I can be your slave if you want me to," he said jokingly.
The brunet laughed. "Monday I have to go to New York."
"Business trip," Justin said and took a hit from the cigarette.
"Yeah," the brunet told him. "Do you want to come with me?" he asked and wasn't even sure why he was inviting the blond. “We’ll be back by Tuesday night.”
"Only if you want to," Justin told him knowing that if he asked for two days off they would give them to him. He never was absent from school.
"Yeah," Brian said after a few seconds of thinking about it.
Justin smiled and nodded. "Sure," he answered and gave Brian back his cigarette.