SPN fic: The Story of Dean and John
Title: The Story of Dean and John
Author: drabblewriter
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: G - NC17
Characters: John/Dean, Sam
Warning(s): incest of the father/son variety, sex, canon character death
Summary: The story of Dean and John's relationship through the years.
Spoilers: Through 5x22
Disclaimer: Not mine, Kripke and the CW own everything (including my soul).
Notes: Written for the 1sentence challenge, set epsilon. The sentences are in chronological order because I think they made more sense that way, but I left the numbers attached. Hope it's not too confusing.
Pre Azazel
33 - Never
John has never experienced love at first sight before, but looking down at his newborn son now, it hits him like a punch in the gut.
25 - Shadow
Dean is like John’s shadow from the time he learns to walk, constantly following him and wanting to do everything his dad does.
22 - Mad
Four-year-old Dean is mad the new baby is getting all the attention, until Dad takes him to spend the day together, just the two of them.
50 - Believe
“I love you, Dean,” Dad says roughly, and no matter what happens, Dean will always know this.
Pre Series
34 - Sing
Dean is never happier than when the three of them are in the Impala singing along to whatever Dad puts in the tape deck; he knows all the songs by heart.
09 - King
The first time Dad lets him drive the Impala and tells him he’s done a fine job, Dean feels like the king of the world.
23 - Child
One day John looks up and a man stands where his little boy used to be.
05 - Wrong
John knows that it’s wrong, but he just can’t help wondering what it would feel like to have his eldest son’s lips wrapped around his aching cock.
32 - Eye
One day Dean notices how his father looks at him with lust in his eyes and decides that he likes it.
01 - Motion
When Dean presses that first trembling kiss to his father’s lips after a hunt that almost ended badly, he knows he’s setting in motion something that will change things forever.
11 - Blur
They both know they shouldn’t be doing this, but with a single touch the line between right and wrong blurs beyond recognition.
36 - Stop
“Dean-” John grates out as his son grinds against him, but the boy cuts him off with a growl - “Don’t you dare ask me if I really want this.”
06 - Gentle
The first time is gentle, as if Dad is afraid he’ll break; the second is anything but.
43 - God
“Oh, God,” Dean groans, but still pushes back against the fingers breaching him.
35 - Sudden
It’s infinitely strange how their relationship goes from feeling wrong to normal in so little time, but they wouldn’t trade it for anything
17 - Vision
Sometimes Dean catches Sammy looking at him or Dad like he knows, but his little brother never says anything.
45 - Naked
Once in a while, Dad gives him this look of naked desire, and then the race is on to figure out how to get Sam out of the room for a while.
12 - Wait
The moment Sam leaves the motel to do his research, they’re on each other like starving things.
47 - Harm
Dean and his brother are cleaning Dad up after a hunt that ended too close, and when Sam goes to rewet his washcloth, Dean leans in for a fierce kiss, thinking I almost lost you.
49 - Hunger
Sam is off by himself doing who knows what one night when John asks Dean if he’s hungry; “Not for food,” he answers.
41 - Power
Dean doesn’t doubt who has the power in this relationship; days like this are about giving Dad everything he wants.
14 - Command
Dean follows Dad’s every command - on a hunt or in bed or anywhere else.
04 - Last
Each time John finds himself thrusting into his oldest son, he swears it will be the last; it never is.
Stanford Era
26 - Goodbye
After Sam leaves, Dean and John grow even closer together; they’re all each other has left.
13 - Change
They no longer have to hide what they’re doing, but both wonder if the loss is truly worth it.
46 - Drive
In the passenger seat, Dean lets the constant thrum of tires against asphalt and the warm weight of Dad’s hand on his thigh lull him to sleep.
15 - Hold
Only after a particularly difficult hunt, when Dad is completely exhausted, can Dean slip into his bed and hold him the way he wants to.
44 - Wall
Adrenaline-soaked after a successful hunt, John shoves his son against the wall as soon as they’re inside the motel room door and begins to plunder his mouth.
38 - Wash
When one of them is in the shower, the other likes to step in behind him and start washing his back, soft soapy touches often leading to so much more.
10 - Learn
John wrenches his son away from the pretty girl he’s been flirting with at the bar and drags him toward the restrooms, determined to teach him a lesson about ownership.
21 - Fool
A spike of pain drives through him at the Wendigo’s strike, and Dean hears his father cry out; all he can think is how foolish he is for making him worry.
37 - Time
“You were lucky this time, but you have to be more careful, Dean,” John tells his son gruffly; he won’t show the terror he felt at coming so close to losing him.
18 - Attention
Gentle lips across the curve of a shoulder make the tear in Dean’s back hurt just a bit less as the stitches go in.
02 - Cool
Dad’s hand is cool against his feverish cheek as he whispers, “Rest, Dean; you’ll feel better in the morning.”
Season One
16 - Need
Dean never realized how much he needed his dad in every way until he disappeared, leaving him so alone.
29 - Safe
Words can’t describe the tight feeling in Dean’s chest when Dad finally catches up to he and Sam, safe and sound.
Season Two
48 - Precious
John doesn’t tremble as he makes his deal with Azazel; the Colt and his soul for Dean’s life is more than a fair trade.
07 - One
Dad told him to kill Sam if he couldn’t save him - the one order both knew he could never follow.
08 - Thousand
The brothers spend the first few weeks after Dad’s death squatting or at Bobby’s; every motel room holds a thousand memories, and Dean can’t bear to face them.
20 - Picture
A tear drops onto the photo Dean holds in shaking hands, grief for a father and lover he can never get back.
39 - Torn
Dean pictures Dad in hell, screaming, torn and bloody - for him - and he can’t stand it; he heads for the nearest bar and doesn’t return to the motel that night.
27 - Hide
Sam watches Dean fall apart after Dad’s death and has to bite back his words of understanding: I know how much he really meant to you - I’m so sorry.
30 - Ghost
For months after Dad dies, Dean is a ghost of himself, and Sam isn’t sure if he’ll ever recover.
31 - Book
Dean spends more time than ever now reading Dad’s journal; it helps him feel closer to what’s been irretrievably lost.
28 - Fortune
Dean knows he can’t go on having lost both Dad and Sam, so he does what he can and trades his soul like Dad did for him.
Season Three
40 - History
“You loved Dad, um, that way, didn’t you?”; Sam blindsides him with the question one day, and now that his time is running out, Dean can’t hold back the truth.
19 - Soul
“Your soul is just as pretty as your daddy’s,” Alastair purrs in Dean’s ear as he draws the blade almost gently across sensitive flesh, “but will you scream as nicely?”
Season Four
42 - Bother
When Dean stumbles across a fanfiction pairing him with his father, an uncontrollable wave of rage blasts through him; he makes up some lame excuse to explain to Sam why his computer is now in pieces on the floor.
Season Five
03 - Young
Facing down the apocalypse by himself, Dean would do almost anything just to be a kid again and have his dad tell him what to do.
24 - Now
Now that everything is over and Dean has lost Sam to Hell and quit hunting, he wonders if Dad would be disappointed in him - or proud.