Theme 05: Journal Entry

[regularamanda]

Today's theme:
Journal Entry1. Submit your drabble that fits this theme as a comment to this post. It should be between 100-300 words, if you go over/under a bit that's fine! If it's longer than say 400 words, I ask that you post on your journal or fanfiction.net and then submit the link to this post. If you find that your story is going to be very

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[velociraptor52]

Fandom: Inception
Claim: Arthur/Eames
Rating: G
Drabbles completed so far: 14/100

7/16/10

I'm inconsistent with the journal updates, I know that. It seems as if I only update my journal when life gets crazy and something major happens. Well, something major has happened. Eames is back. (Did I just write that? 'Eames is back'-it's as if those are foreign words I'm thinking and speaking and writing. It just seems totally surreal.)

It seems like yesterday that we parted ways (on a bad term, might I add) and now he just waltzed back into my life like nothing happened.

It’s insane. No, it’s more than it’s insane, it’s like the universe is playing some weird cosmic joke on me.

And what’s more is that I still feel something for Eames. I don’t know. I hated him after he left. I hated him more when he didn’t respond to my letters and e-mails. I hated him even more, if that was possible, when he didn’t return my calls (except for that one time, but that was the exception) and now that he’s back it seems as if those calls and letters and e-mails didn’t happen at all and all that hatred I felt for him is gone.

I think I’m still in love with Eames and I have no idea what to do about it.