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I've had my live journal since the 8th grade. And, In that time, I've talked about very inane things, none of the things I've talked about have really been worth talking about. Boys. Hook ups. Shows. That's basically my Live Journal summarized. All three things usually coincide. I'm bored with it. I'm sick of people thinking I'm slutty. I don't know if people think that, maybe it's just me that thinks that. But, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of the way I am. Or, the way people think I am. I am sick of being loud and obnoxious all the time. It's old. It's not funny. I don't like being mean. When I'm quiet, that's me. I'm not pissed, I'm not sad, I'm being me. And, I'm tired of people not realizing that and thinking I'm some type of narcissist. That's not me. I like making people laugh, but if people don't like me when I'm not trying to be funny, fuck them. And, fuck that. I am tired of people talking to me about the most shallow things because they think that's what I can talk about. Don't talk to me about overweight children, pick another topic. I'm done with it. I am tired of being so brutal on other people. I'm not perfect, I'm not even close. But, I act like I was born on a higher social ranking then everyone else. It's sad. And, it's disgusting. And, I'm bored with being some kind of elitist asshole.