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Took me 3 goddamn months to figure out how to login again.
I have two kids, a house, a wife, a hammock in the living room, etc.
Mostly back here to write down my aflictions as I'm getting old.
I was cleaning the pool and got stung by a bee underwater (!) and didn't die.
There had actually been a ton of things that had been scaring me in the past year that i wanted to write down somewhere, but it all turned out to be muscular. Chest pain? Muscular? Lower back pain? Muscular. Knee pain? Muscular. Eye pain? Actually, dryness and lack of sleep.
I have my annual evaluation at the hospital coming up tomorrow and oral evaluation next week and i haven't finished agonizing over it, but the last 4 days off helped clear my mind.
Should stop procrastinating by now and get going.