OOC apologies
So I started college about a month ago, and I was really busy, and then just when I started to settle in and have time again my computer died. That's my excuse for not being around for a while.
This is the other thing: I know I said I wanted to do the whole self-thread thing with mary_onmy_mind, and I was really liking Schreber's friendship with Shesta, but I don't know if I can play Schreber any more. I got so sucked into it, I was losing sleep worrying about things, I was actually so stressed I made myself physically ill during a couple of plotlines. And I'm just not secure in myself to get into the role of someone this wrecked, day after day, and sympathize with him and look after him like this. He and I were *both* wrecked after darker_city, and that's not right. I have enough to worry about as it is without continuing to do that myself.
I'll probably bring him back if Shesta shows up again. Otherwise . . . I really don't think so. I'm sorry.
This is the other thing: I know I said I wanted to do the whole self-thread thing with mary_onmy_mind, and I was really liking Schreber's friendship with Shesta, but I don't know if I can play Schreber any more. I got so sucked into it, I was losing sleep worrying about things, I was actually so stressed I made myself physically ill during a couple of plotlines. And I'm just not secure in myself to get into the role of someone this wrecked, day after day, and sympathize with him and look after him like this. He and I were *both* wrecked after darker_city, and that's not right. I have enough to worry about as it is without continuing to do that myself.
I'll probably bring him back if Shesta shows up again. Otherwise . . . I really don't think so. I'm sorry.