driving.....
ive had the past two days off...which is awesome, ive got next weekend off too. *yawn* i dropped her off in dc a little while ago....now im home, bored, thinking....alone.
what should i do? im so torn...between so many things, i feel like im spread so thin. between work and my day to day life im left so exhausted. i dont know what to believe....is she filling my head with lies and bullshit...wanting me to give my all and still fall short? i want love so bad, it has become my new passion...i live for it. what can i do...what can i say...how do i make it work...in my favor? i want to win...im the better of the two....im here, im ready....bring it on....i just cant deal with this invisible competition...this false comparison....i just want to know...is it me...or is it a choice between the two of us....one or the other...not both.....we've both been around far too long.
what should i do? im so torn...between so many things, i feel like im spread so thin. between work and my day to day life im left so exhausted. i dont know what to believe....is she filling my head with lies and bullshit...wanting me to give my all and still fall short? i want love so bad, it has become my new passion...i live for it. what can i do...what can i say...how do i make it work...in my favor? i want to win...im the better of the two....im here, im ready....bring it on....i just cant deal with this invisible competition...this false comparison....i just want to know...is it me...or is it a choice between the two of us....one or the other...not both.....we've both been around far too long.