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I have a feeling that if this thing is supposed to represent any sort of reflection or window of insight into my life I need an entry now. The thing is, I don't know what to write. This week has been crazy to say the goddamned least. I just don't know what to say or do. I'm scared, sure... but more than that I'm... calm...
Okay, I'm not calm, but i'm not freaking out either. I am through that phase (Mal, War Stories, to Inara).
I know,
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change those i can,
And the firepower to make the difference.
Mmmm, guns... reminds me of Doom 3, which honestly isn't as frightening as it used to be. Albeit it's still terrifying, i'm just not near-on-pooping-my-pants when i play now. Bowel control is total... God I don't even know what I'm saying. Maybe I don't even want to have a record of this...
Alright, text, here's the deal, I'm going to flip this quarter, and if it comes up heads, I'm going to delete you and forget that this ever happened, and make a new post that's not... this.
If it's tails I'll hit update.
Here goes.
Okay, I'm not calm, but i'm not freaking out either. I am through that phase (Mal, War Stories, to Inara).
I know,
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change those i can,
And the firepower to make the difference.
Mmmm, guns... reminds me of Doom 3, which honestly isn't as frightening as it used to be. Albeit it's still terrifying, i'm just not near-on-pooping-my-pants when i play now. Bowel control is total... God I don't even know what I'm saying. Maybe I don't even want to have a record of this...
Alright, text, here's the deal, I'm going to flip this quarter, and if it comes up heads, I'm going to delete you and forget that this ever happened, and make a new post that's not... this.
If it's tails I'll hit update.
Here goes.