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Today at school was blah. The best part of my day was at 11:00 I left for the dentist (no cavaties! wahoo) and then I went out to eat with my mom at McDonald's. Yummy. Besides that, my day just ran together. I have two tests tomorrow which I am also not looking forward to and you know how I worked out at the ARC on Tuesday? My legs still hurt! I have never been so sore in my life. I can't cross my legs without moaning in pain. It feels like I just gave birth to triplets. I am usually not a whiner, but this hurts. But now that all that bad stuff is over, I'm in a better mood. CSI and Without a Trace are on TV tonight! yay
Oh! I got another piece of good news! My mom got a new van! It's a gold Ford Freestar (that's right-a ford, baby!) and it's so awesome. I can control the radio fromt the back seat! And it has a CD player! I'm so psyched.
I'm also excited because tomorrow I get to spend the night with Kayla at her grandma's house. (I love her g-ma's house) and I haven't got to hang out with Kayla forever. I have a feeling though that we are going to have a serious long conversation about all the crap that went on a couple weeks ago. (How I ignored her and was mad at her and how she was mad at me) And I'm not looking forward to that. I have no what I'll say. "Yeah Kayla, you were really getting on my nerves and annoying the crap out of me so I stopped talking to you." For some reason that doesn't sound quite right. lol Maybe because I sound like a complete (excuse my language here) bitch with no heart. I really had no excuse to be mean to her. Lately I feel like I'm getting so mean. I have no patience with people anymore. Yesterday Sam Dyson was just being silly and making jokes and I got SO annoyed. I had the urge to just grab him by his wrists and shake him. This isn't the only time it's happened, either. I have so many evil thoughts in my mind of kicking people or slapping them. I feel like I'm not as nice as I was last year. And yeah, maybe that sounds dumb but it is one of my goals to be a fair and nice person to everyone. I have always tried to reach that goal. Maybe I'm just being totally stupid because I'm supossed to get "tougher" in high school. Like every person for themself. But that's not right. Maybe that's why I'm not so much into competition and Hickman's obsession with beating Jeff City and Rockbridge. I don't care who wins football games. I don't care who wins Emmys. I don't care about the superbowl at all. Am I suppossed to? Cause I don't. I find it evil how mean we are to Jeff City. Like those Dog Pound shirts-it's a picture of a kewpie STRANGLING a jay bird. Isn't that just a little extreme? But that's just my view. I don't mind other people who are competitive. No offense to them. Gosh I needt to stop rambling. I'm just worried about talking to Kayla. Will she hate me? Will things ever be the same again?
WHY IS EVERYTHING CHANGING?
why am I changing?
Oh! I got another piece of good news! My mom got a new van! It's a gold Ford Freestar (that's right-a ford, baby!) and it's so awesome. I can control the radio fromt the back seat! And it has a CD player! I'm so psyched.
I'm also excited because tomorrow I get to spend the night with Kayla at her grandma's house. (I love her g-ma's house) and I haven't got to hang out with Kayla forever. I have a feeling though that we are going to have a serious long conversation about all the crap that went on a couple weeks ago. (How I ignored her and was mad at her and how she was mad at me) And I'm not looking forward to that. I have no what I'll say. "Yeah Kayla, you were really getting on my nerves and annoying the crap out of me so I stopped talking to you." For some reason that doesn't sound quite right. lol Maybe because I sound like a complete (excuse my language here) bitch with no heart. I really had no excuse to be mean to her. Lately I feel like I'm getting so mean. I have no patience with people anymore. Yesterday Sam Dyson was just being silly and making jokes and I got SO annoyed. I had the urge to just grab him by his wrists and shake him. This isn't the only time it's happened, either. I have so many evil thoughts in my mind of kicking people or slapping them. I feel like I'm not as nice as I was last year. And yeah, maybe that sounds dumb but it is one of my goals to be a fair and nice person to everyone. I have always tried to reach that goal. Maybe I'm just being totally stupid because I'm supossed to get "tougher" in high school. Like every person for themself. But that's not right. Maybe that's why I'm not so much into competition and Hickman's obsession with beating Jeff City and Rockbridge. I don't care who wins football games. I don't care who wins Emmys. I don't care about the superbowl at all. Am I suppossed to? Cause I don't. I find it evil how mean we are to Jeff City. Like those Dog Pound shirts-it's a picture of a kewpie STRANGLING a jay bird. Isn't that just a little extreme? But that's just my view. I don't mind other people who are competitive. No offense to them. Gosh I needt to stop rambling. I'm just worried about talking to Kayla. Will she hate me? Will things ever be the same again?
WHY IS EVERYTHING CHANGING?
why am I changing?