Volleyball Tournament Today
Gosh I am so grateful that the tournament is over with. We were there from 7:30 AM til 9:30 PM. I have definetley had enough volleyball for one weekend. Now I just have to look forward to doing Connections homework tomorrow! Yipee! NOT.
Although I am very tired from the volleyball tournament, it was VERY fun and I laughed a bunch today. One of the best parts of my day was when Jessie sat in melted orange Skittle and got it on her butt!!! Kelly and I couldn't stop laughing and Jessie was freaking out! lol We ended up going to the girls' bathroom and scrubbing it off with water but me and Kelly could still see the spot when the orange skittle was! HAHA We ended up playing Helias (which is an awesome team) and we ALMOST beat them! And even though we lost we still were proud of ourselves because we got 2nd place in the tournament! For the first time today, I actually felt like a part of the team. It's hard to explain, but I just felt respected today.
Gosh I think I am developing a crush on someone and I think it's getting worse...I don't know what to do! I don't even know if he likes me or if I have a chance or if I want a relationship. I'm DEFINETLEY over Mike but I don't like getting hurt and definetly am not good at handling it. I'll have to wait it out and see. Gosh I feel like some stereotypical teenage girl talking about boys. I'm getting so sick of girls letting themselves be used. Girls just let themselves be called bit**es and hors and sluts and all those awful things and we let men think they are superior to us. Ugh I'm so sick of it. But then if I ever say this aloud I'll just be called a bi**h. Or a lesbian. Which for some reason a lot of people think I'm bisexual. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT ABOUT??? I LIKE BOYS. B-O-Y-S. Just boys. No offense to any bisexual or lesbian people but I'm straight. So if you hear that about me, please don't believe it. Rumors these days are really messing it up for me and Jessie. We've gotten in so much trouble over those stupid things. I don't even want to hear rumors anymore. What's the point?
I need to get off because I can't stop rambling.
Although I am very tired from the volleyball tournament, it was VERY fun and I laughed a bunch today. One of the best parts of my day was when Jessie sat in melted orange Skittle and got it on her butt!!! Kelly and I couldn't stop laughing and Jessie was freaking out! lol We ended up going to the girls' bathroom and scrubbing it off with water but me and Kelly could still see the spot when the orange skittle was! HAHA We ended up playing Helias (which is an awesome team) and we ALMOST beat them! And even though we lost we still were proud of ourselves because we got 2nd place in the tournament! For the first time today, I actually felt like a part of the team. It's hard to explain, but I just felt respected today.
Gosh I think I am developing a crush on someone and I think it's getting worse...I don't know what to do! I don't even know if he likes me or if I have a chance or if I want a relationship. I'm DEFINETLEY over Mike but I don't like getting hurt and definetly am not good at handling it. I'll have to wait it out and see. Gosh I feel like some stereotypical teenage girl talking about boys. I'm getting so sick of girls letting themselves be used. Girls just let themselves be called bit**es and hors and sluts and all those awful things and we let men think they are superior to us. Ugh I'm so sick of it. But then if I ever say this aloud I'll just be called a bi**h. Or a lesbian. Which for some reason a lot of people think I'm bisexual. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT ABOUT??? I LIKE BOYS. B-O-Y-S. Just boys. No offense to any bisexual or lesbian people but I'm straight. So if you hear that about me, please don't believe it. Rumors these days are really messing it up for me and Jessie. We've gotten in so much trouble over those stupid things. I don't even want to hear rumors anymore. What's the point?
I need to get off because I can't stop rambling.