I surrender
Dear Anyone who reads this,
All I feel like writing right now is I'm Sorry. I'm praying that I will be forgiven for being such a crappy friend. I'm not going into details, because I've learned it gets me nowhere to spread my feelings to more and more people and get others involved. Please don't even ask what's going on. I have made a resolution to NEVER gossip again. And I'm sticking with it. So please just help me get over it by not asking what's wrong or what happened. I hope I don't sound rude, so please don't be mad. I still love to hear from you all, but I don't want to hear gossip anymore. I hope you understand.
And I want to send the message to all my friends that: "I SURRENDER." *waves white flag* It's really difficult for me, but I'm going to stop butting in your lives. Don't get me wrong-I still care, but I'm finished with nosing around and being a lousy friend. I'm praying for forgiveness tonight and strength. And I'm hoping you all know how much I love you. No matter what you do, I love you. Even if you don't love me, even if you totally hate me and want to just punch me, I still love you.
Now all I have to do is make it through tomorrow. I wish that was as easy as it sounds.
"I sustain myself with the love of friends." -Maya Angelou
I do, girls. I'm so sorry. For everything.
Love, Emma
All I feel like writing right now is I'm Sorry. I'm praying that I will be forgiven for being such a crappy friend. I'm not going into details, because I've learned it gets me nowhere to spread my feelings to more and more people and get others involved. Please don't even ask what's going on. I have made a resolution to NEVER gossip again. And I'm sticking with it. So please just help me get over it by not asking what's wrong or what happened. I hope I don't sound rude, so please don't be mad. I still love to hear from you all, but I don't want to hear gossip anymore. I hope you understand.
And I want to send the message to all my friends that: "I SURRENDER." *waves white flag* It's really difficult for me, but I'm going to stop butting in your lives. Don't get me wrong-I still care, but I'm finished with nosing around and being a lousy friend. I'm praying for forgiveness tonight and strength. And I'm hoping you all know how much I love you. No matter what you do, I love you. Even if you don't love me, even if you totally hate me and want to just punch me, I still love you.
Now all I have to do is make it through tomorrow. I wish that was as easy as it sounds.
"I sustain myself with the love of friends." -Maya Angelou
I do, girls. I'm so sorry. For everything.
Love, Emma