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i have spent the majority of the last week or so looking through Emails that are close to two years old. on an account i dont even use anymore. I got exactly what i expected out of it. It probably broke my heart. although the funny thing is that an objective observe would probably thing nothing of them. i was a child. more than now. i can't imagine being less mature than i am right now, but i guess that was the case. i would love to have allison back, but right now i look back on that time with disgust and i dont know why. Thinking about it makes me wish that robots would invade and kill me. on july 4.
Allison's birthday was the other day. i would like to say that i didnt forget, but i did. that was really tough for me.
I am going to get ready for work.
I find very few reasons for joy recently. i watched and deleted all the episodes of Man vs. Wild. bummer.
i am going to smoke some heroin. if i dont come back, i love you.
oh i shaved my head and trimmed my beard. but the moustache is still really long. like jaime on mythbusters.
what a stupid fucking show.
Allison's birthday was the other day. i would like to say that i didnt forget, but i did. that was really tough for me.
I am going to get ready for work.
I find very few reasons for joy recently. i watched and deleted all the episodes of Man vs. Wild. bummer.
i am going to smoke some heroin. if i dont come back, i love you.
oh i shaved my head and trimmed my beard. but the moustache is still really long. like jaime on mythbusters.
what a stupid fucking show.