the clock keeps ticking
earlier today i was thinking about old friends. i remembered about my "AIM extended profile" from my late freshman/early sophomore year. matt had one too. he'd know what im talking about. anyways, me and my closest friends (minus dan) had extended profiles. they were goofy webpages link from our AIM profiles. on them we would put up pictures, music, bios of ourselves, whatever else...and we would always have a friends page where we would write about our best friends and girlfriends, how much they meant, and how "we wouldnt be alive if it wasnt for them." it's really weird to think about. my life revolved around all my friends and my girlfriend, and we all had these pages and we talked about eachother and how much we all meant to eachother...
the only people left from those times who stuck through with me are matt and dan. they never sold me out. they were there through thick and thin. everyone else in that pack is dead to me. i thought those people were my life. and now they are so irrelevant. it's weird to think about. i cant explain. it was like a totally different life. it's like i had a dream, and when i woke up, everything was gone. but matt and dan are still here. im not sad about all of this. i like my life now. in fact, i loved the times i had with my friends and gf...but otherwise, those times sucked. i am a smarter, wiser person now.
the only people left from those times who stuck through with me are matt and dan. they never sold me out. they were there through thick and thin. everyone else in that pack is dead to me. i thought those people were my life. and now they are so irrelevant. it's weird to think about. i cant explain. it was like a totally different life. it's like i had a dream, and when i woke up, everything was gone. but matt and dan are still here. im not sad about all of this. i like my life now. in fact, i loved the times i had with my friends and gf...but otherwise, those times sucked. i am a smarter, wiser person now.