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Why now, of the entire summer, do i get this imense fear. fuck you all, and your "Oh, I'm so worried about leaving my friends." Fuck you. They'll be there when you get back. you all don;t have real problems yet, you can jus tgo to class go back to your dorm and study. can i? no. for once in my life i'm worried. I'm worried that i won't be able ot handle it. I'm worried that because of my mother being a bitch i won't make it throught college because i don't have the time to study, and therefore i won't be able to keep my grades up. she had to do the same thing, And look where she is now. fucking bitch, I'm sorry that she had to work through college, but i don't want to so the same thing. I'm so worried that i'll flunk out. You have no idea. If i do work through college, the only reason i'm doing it is because of my brother and sister. that's the only reason. I wish you all had real fucking problems. SO maybe i'm being insensitive. Fuck you.
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