Jul 11, 2005 01:00
Now I know I've found my Fallen Angel, She's upset, and i can't fix it. It's not even my fault this time. I wish i could just take all her pain away, everything that bothers her that bad, even if it at the expense of my own mental state. I just want to see her happy. I know whats wrong too. It's something that i can't do anything about. I wish I could just Protect her from it. I like it when she's happy, she gives off this warmth that has no equal. And I can make her happy for moments but that One thing always causes her such pain. She hates it, but the only thing that will fix it is time, And I'm going to help her, and be by her side as she deals with it. She means the world to me. If i knew what to call what i feel for her i'd give it a name. But this is so....Unique i can't fit it to anything I've ever known, Maybe It's that mystified emotion that we all find so elusive that the only word that fits is love, but the speed, is too fast. I never expected to become this attached, this close, This Worried about some one in this amount of time. I mean she's been a friend for a while, and it changed amazingly fast. I trust her....More than anyone. More than brittany, and a hell of a lot more than others. Maybe i'll find a word for it, or fit an existing one to it. She's my Fallen Angel.
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