May 29, 2005 18:31
I sit here in the chair. and i think about friday. even though i was about to tear someones head off, and i kept waliking away because of that, and i just wanted the other four to have fun without me bitching about me. People were still being nice. I must say that i have some of the best friends in the world. Jamie, Shore, Brittany, Stephen you are all so dear to me. You tried to make me feel better when i felt like a fifth wheel but i didnt tell anyone until later in the day. I hope that everyone has friends as good as you all. I'm going to miss you all. I hope that somehow we all can stay happy.