May 09, 2005 21:52
Can life be good to a good person? Or do The Powers That Be deem it nescesary for nice people to be bombarded by bad SHIT? And howisit that even when i'm trying to help i fuck up? I may have stuck my foot in my mouth when trying to help some one. i dont know if what i said was taken seriously or as a joke. if it was taken seriously *inserts foot* *shrugs* if it was taken seriously i hope the response to it was not just to ignore me.
Yesterday i was up fro 39 hours straight, i got up because a Close family friend was in labor and my mom work me up to tell me tht to see if i could get off work. and of course not. the first time i've ever called out, they say [Fuck You]"No, you have to come in." I have to be able to keep that refrence so of course i went to work but i was up all night trying to get kids to go to sleep. then i watched nirvana videos. then sunday i went to go visit said friend and got the baby forced upon me to hold. two hours in the smae room as a 14 hour old baby can put anyone in a good mood.
Bio test today, went well, raped me with the free response, multiple choice was nice. i'm in afunk, i dont know why, i have been for the past few days. i just feel bleh. >:-p. *ponders* i wenmt for a bike ride today. i should do that more often, i could think of a few things i should do more often...but none of then will happen. *shrugs* i'll leave you all with some song lyrics.
The Blowers Daughter - By Damien Rice. From the movie Closer
"And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new"
-click- *Sigh*