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[dr_lecter1988]

Today, well, how to describe a day in which i can't talk about half of which i want to? i could just omit everything, and allow everything, and everyone to be completely and utterly confused, but i wont. ill be a good writer, and tell you the things that i can, the things that went well today. We had scholastic bowl today, i woke up 10 minuted befo=re i got to the school. which means tipton was literally at my door. we got up to W&M, we made 5th or 6th, we dotn know which, then we came home, twas a fun time. Ok, the one thing i can talk about is the questionning that i was put through today. well the one question. It was the infamous "Who do you like?" question, Va. asked it, I beat around the bush for quite a while, and stephen did help he was talking to her about it, not telling her anything, thanks. But Va's one bright girl, she figured it out, it took her longer than i suspected it would but she still figured it out. good for her. It's not even like i can act on my desires. ill write more on that topic later.

today, i was talkign to jenn, she said "Just let go, and ask someone out, Stop worrying." Letting go for me is a horrible horrible decsicion, My mind is chaos, but if i can keep the chaos in my physical life i dont have ot deal with it mentally, so ill be fine, but jenns ideas had be going crazy so...oh well

I dislike having friends talk to me about other friends talking to them about things that really bug them that i cant talk to the Other friend about because they wont tell me what first friend will.

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