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Wow, life is getting odder by the moment. today i was looking at my arm and i swear a delusion happened. for a moment there i truly beleivedthat the skin on my arem really wasnt my skin, that it was a suit.that my real skin was something underneath. These were things i wanted to avoid, i dont want to go insane. i Want to be normal, however much possible that is. I want to be me, i dont want to beleive that im that fake. that my sanity was just a delusion. now i am going to insist to my parents that i need to go to a shrink. im scared.