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Ok. heres s truly decent post.
Saturday: I woke up and my parents decided to be a bunch of fucking asses. my brother told my mom we were out of some stuff foodwise, so she was getting ready to go to the grocery store when my father decided that a torque wrench for his bike was more important than my mother getting food for us. so he took the ATM card. then he had the nerve to call my mom and say that there was a baby zebra and a baby horse at the movie theater, and he knew that my little sister would want to see the movie. so i gave my mom 20 bucks so she and lauren could go see a movie. at that point i called mike and told him to come get me after work, i couldnt deal with that house any more. so after work i went to mikes, where i hung out with mike, phil, shear, and jenny. we had a good time and watched Resident evil: Apocalypse. thats a great movie, the girl who plays Jill valentine is fucking hot. then we got kicked out of mikes house because jenny and shear wouldnt go to phils for the night. i had no sleep that night.
Sunday: we left Mikes house before noon, then we went to mine to play super smash for a while. then we went to the mall where i got the planetary yin-yang poster from spencers. After i got home i got online. bad idea. Chelsea imed me and tried to make me feel horrible about what i did to her jsut because i wasnt talkative. i told her i didnt fukciong care andy more and that she was a manipulative bitch. so then i sat around the house doing nothing until i went to bed.
Today monday: woke up around noon and then read for a little while.....i hate my fucking world. sometimes it seems that its closing in and that my emotions are just goign to stop all together...i couldnt feel emotion earlier today. i dont want to go back to that. i dont want to wonder if im alive any more.
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Saturday: I woke up and my parents decided to be a bunch of fucking asses. my brother told my mom we were out of some stuff foodwise, so she was getting ready to go to the grocery store when my father decided that a torque wrench for his bike was more important than my mother getting food for us. so he took the ATM card. then he had the nerve to call my mom and say that there was a baby zebra and a baby horse at the movie theater, and he knew that my little sister would want to see the movie. so i gave my mom 20 bucks so she and lauren could go see a movie. at that point i called mike and told him to come get me after work, i couldnt deal with that house any more. so after work i went to mikes, where i hung out with mike, phil, shear, and jenny. we had a good time and watched Resident evil: Apocalypse. thats a great movie, the girl who plays Jill valentine is fucking hot. then we got kicked out of mikes house because jenny and shear wouldnt go to phils for the night. i had no sleep that night.
Sunday: we left Mikes house before noon, then we went to mine to play super smash for a while. then we went to the mall where i got the planetary yin-yang poster from spencers. After i got home i got online. bad idea. Chelsea imed me and tried to make me feel horrible about what i did to her jsut because i wasnt talkative. i told her i didnt fukciong care andy more and that she was a manipulative bitch. so then i sat around the house doing nothing until i went to bed.
Today monday: woke up around noon and then read for a little while.....i hate my fucking world. sometimes it seems that its closing in and that my emotions are just goign to stop all together...i couldnt feel emotion earlier today. i dont want to go back to that. i dont want to wonder if im alive any more.
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